Altm\u0131\u015fl\u0131 y\u0131llar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndan bu yana k\u0131rk k\u00fcsur y\u0131ll\u0131k \u015fiir yolculu\u011funda, hemen her yere hemen her insana u\u011fram\u0131\u015f, geceyle yorulmu\u015f g\u00fcnle do\u011frulmu\u015f \u015fiirler… Her mevsimden her co\u011frafyadan beslenmi\u015f Berfenin \u015fiiri.K\u0131saca tarif edersek: D\u00fcnyal\u0131, kronik…\u015fimdiye dek yay\u0131mlanan t\u00fcm \u015fiirlerinibiraraya getirirken ad\u0131n\u0131 Kalfa koydu…Hep ironik.Tad\u0131ml\u0131kB\u0130R GECE KONU\u015eMASINDAN\u015eiirim h\u00fczn\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7inde ya\u015farBilmem sesi tutar m\u0131 seni\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bir gemi bir bilinmeyendirDireklerini uzatm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6\u011feBulutlar\u0131 toplarYanm\u0131\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 karanl\u0131ktanG\u00fcne\u015f evine \u00e7ekildik\u00e7eGe\u00e7ici ve k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 evineY\u00fcz\u00fcm g\u00fclm\u00fcyor sararmaktanH\u00fczn\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7inde soluklan\u0131r 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