Ben G\u00f6zde. Babas\u0131n\u0131n ilk g\u00f6z a\u011fr\u0131, annesinin gizli \u00e2h\u0131. G\u00f6zde\u2026 Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m felaketlerden sonra kimseye fikrini sormadan kendi bildi\u011fimi okudum. Tayinimi isteyip \u00fclkenin en bat\u0131s\u0131ndan en do\u011fusuna doktor olarak atand\u0131m. Ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m herkesin \u00f6n\u00fcnde ya\u015fand\u0131 ama bu konuda kimse destek\u00e7im olmad\u0131. Yaln\u0131z b\u0131rak\u0131ld\u0131m ya da \u00f6yle sand\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bilmediklerim, g\u00fcn ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e ard\u0131 s\u0131ra \u00f6n\u00fcme serildi. Geldi\u011fim yerde ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m felaketler me\u011fer bu filmin sadece \u00f6n g\u00f6sterimiymi\u015f. Bu s\u0131rada yan\u0131mda istemsizce tek bir ki\u015fi oldu. Sabah uyan\u0131r uyanmaz y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ilk ki\u015fi. Bundan asla ho\u015fnutolmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm oysaki. Komutan G\u00fcndo\u011fdu. Bilmedi\u011fim bir yerde y\u00fcz\u00fcne a\u015fin\u00e2 oldu\u011fum tek ki\u015fi oydu. Oysa onu da tan\u0131m\u0131yordum ki. Tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir insana g\u00fcvenimin tek sebebi T\u00fcrk askeri oldu\u011fundand\u0131r diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. De\u011filmi\u015f, kader \u00f6rermi\u015f a\u011flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6nceden. Biz tesad\u00fcf eseri bir kaza ile tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131k ama bizim kaderimiz \u00e7oktan birbirine yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. Kader, ger\u00e7ekten \u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f a\u011flar\u0131n\u0131… Depresyon a\u015famas\u0131nda, yaln\u0131z bir kad\u0131nd\u0131m. Evimin kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma dair bir iz dah\u00ee yoktu. O tuttu elimden. \u00c7ekti beni o kuyunun en dibinden. Yusuf’un karde\u015fleri gibi terk etmedi beni orac\u0131kta. Dik ba\u015fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ma, k\u00f6t\u00fc bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131ma ald\u0131rmad\u0131. Tuttu\u011fu elimi de bir daha b\u0131rakmad\u0131. \u00c7oktan oluvermi\u015ftim komutan\u0131n g\u00f6zdesi… “UNUTMA, KADER\u0130M SEN\u0130N EL\u0130NDE.”<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ben G\u00f6zde. Babas\u0131n\u0131n ilk g\u00f6z a\u011fr\u0131, annesinin gizli \u00e2h\u0131. G\u00f6zde\u2026 Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m felaketlerden sonra kimseye fikrini sormadan kendi bildi\u011fimi okudum. Tayinimi isteyip \u00fclkenin en bat\u0131s\u0131ndan en do\u011fusuna [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"template":"","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[12291,12711],"product_tag":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-785125","1":"product","2":"type-product","3":"status-publish","5":"product_cat-edebiyat","6":"product_cat-roman-oyku","7":"pa_cilt-ciltli","8":"pa_tur-kitap","9":"pa_yayinevi-ulysses-yayinlari","10":"pa_yazar-nazlican","12":"first","13":"instock","14":"sale","15":"shipping-taxable","16":"purchasable","17":"product-type-simple"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/785125","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=785125"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=785125"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=785125"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=785125"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}