\u201cBir daha hi\u00e7 kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmayaca\u011f\u0131z. S\u00f6ylemek istedi\u011fin bir \u015fey yok mu?\u201d\u201cBeni ikinci kez bir ba\u015f\u0131ma b\u0131rak\u0131yorsun.\u201dKa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7att\u0131. Ama g\u00f6zlerini benimkilerden hi\u00e7 ay\u0131rmad\u0131 ve birka\u00e7 saniye \u00f6yle kal\u0131p aniden at\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc, arkas\u0131na hi\u00e7 bakmadan g\u00f6zden kayboldu.Ben yaln\u0131z bir insan\u0131m. Yaln\u0131z kelimesinin kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 asl\u0131nda tam olarak benim. Sahip olduklar\u0131mdan, ailemden, arkada\u015flar\u0131mdan ya da etraf\u0131mdaki insanlardan asl\u0131nda o kadar uza\u011f\u0131m ki oraday\u0131m ama asl\u0131nda yokum. Bu duygu \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumdan beri en yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131m ve ben onunla ya\u015famaya \u00e7ok al\u0131\u015fk\u0131n\u0131m. Ama o an sanki hi\u00e7 daha \u00f6nce hissetmedi\u011fim kadar yaln\u0131z hissettim. Belki de ilk defa bir ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n, hatta ad\u0131n\u0131 bile bilmedi\u011fim birinin beni \u00f6nemsemesi, hatta hayat\u0131m\u0131 kurtaracak kadar ileriye gitmesi\u2026S\u0131radan bir hayat\u0131m oldu\u011funu san\u0131rken s\u0131radanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131k\u0131p kendimi bamba\u015fka bir d\u00fcnyada, hi\u00e7 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m insanlar\u0131n i\u00e7inde buldu\u011fumda as\u0131l yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n anlam\u0131n\u0131 \u00e2\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011fu adam\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinden ayr\u0131 kald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda anlamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Hayal oldu\u011funu sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m ne varsa ger\u00e7ek olmas\u0131 i\u00e7in yalvaraca\u011f\u0131m\u0131n hen\u00fcz fark\u0131nda bile de\u011fildim.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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