\u201c\u0130nsan bir \u00f6m\u00fcr birini bekleyebilir mi? Seni tan\u0131madan \u00f6nce sorulsayd\u0131 bana, hay\u0131r derdim. Ama hayat insan\u0131 hep inanmad\u0131klar\u0131 ile s\u0131narm\u0131\u015f. Seni beklerken sonsuz gelen dakikalar\u0131, saatleri, y\u0131llar\u0131 sayd\u0131m ben tek tek. Kimbilir belki de beni ya\u015fatan beklemekti. Hatta belki a\u015fk dedi\u011fin \u015fey budur; hi\u00e7 gelmeyece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn birini beklemekten hi\u00e7 vazge\u00e7memek.\u201d Zamana yay\u0131lan b\u00fcy\u00fck bir a\u015fk ve bu a\u015fk\u0131n geride b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 izlerin roman\u0131 Ba\u011flanma Korkusu, sahip olduklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n de\u011ferini \u00e7o\u011fu zaman onlar\u0131 yitirdikten sonra anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z o ge\u00e7 kal\u0131nm\u0131\u015f anlara, pi\u015fmanl\u0131\u011fa ve suskunlu\u011fa dair bir roman. Yak\u0131nla\u015fma arzusu ile ka\u00e7ma ihtiyac\u0131 aras\u0131nda s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f ruhlar\u0131n; sevmenin y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc ta\u015f\u0131yamayanlar\u0131n, kaybettikten sonra anlamaya ba\u015flayanlar\u0131n hik\u00e2yesi.Her \u015feyi \u015fimdi anl\u0131yorum. Benim kaderim seni sevmekmi\u015f. Sadece seni sevmek…\u201cHayat bir \u015fekilde ak\u0131p gidiyordu i\u015fte. Zaman durmuyordu.\u201d \u201c\u0130nsan a\u015fk\u0131n i\u00e7ine ne derece d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc sadece bir anda anlar. O da a\u015fka d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 an i\u00e7indeki korku deh\u015fetle kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, kendisinden ka\u00e7\u0131p kurtulmak istemesine yol a\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ka\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 ki\u015fi kendisiydi. Kendi korkular\u0131, kendi ac\u0131lar\u0131…\u201d \u201cGeri kalan \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc nerede, ne \u015fekilde ge\u00e7irece\u011finin bir \u00f6nemi yoktu art\u0131k. Nas\u0131lsa her an, her yerde yaln\u0131zd\u0131. Ve bunu kendisi, yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 se\u00e7imlerle \u00e7ok \u00f6nce yaratm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bilin\u00e7siz yaln\u0131zl\u0131k. Esas vurgunsa bunun bilincine vard\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ya\u015fan\u0131yordu.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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