Resim sanat\u0131 ile hayat\u0131m\u0131n t\u00fcm duygular\u0131n\u0131 ifade ettim bug\u00fcne kadar. G\u00fcn geldi eserlerim yani hayat\u0131m\u0131n t\u00fcm temsili bana ait ya\u015fant\u0131lar olmaktan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Onlar\u0131n t\u00fcm insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ger\u00e7ekli\u011fi oldu\u011funu fark ettim ve bu ger\u00e7ekli\u011fi payla\u015fma arzusuyla doldum. Sonunda otobiyografik belgesel tad\u0131nda bir sergi a\u00e7maya karar verdim. \u201cYas Bitti, Y\u00fczle\u015fme Zaman\u0131\u201d Ge\u00e7mi\u015fle y\u00fczle\u015fmenin kolay olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tahmin edersiniz. Ge\u00e7mi\u015fin sanc\u0131lar\u0131 hala i\u00e7imde. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc tan\u0131d\u0131m ilk, sonra s\u0131k\u0131ca tutundu\u011fum k\u00f6klerimden kopup farkl\u0131 diyarlara, \u00fclkelere s\u00fcr\u00fcklendim. K\u00f6klerimle yeniliklerin \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131na \u015fahit oldum. T\u00fcm bu yalpalamalar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda siyasi ve k\u00fclt\u00fcrel kaoslar\u0131n i\u00e7inde kald\u0131m. En sonunda t\u00fcm ailemi kaybettim ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck karabal\u0131k misali biraz da merakla farkl\u0131 nehirlerde, denizlerde buluverdim kendimi. T\u00fcm ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131m bu \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla, ac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131, \u00f6zlemlerimi, korku ve hayallerimi bir hal\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcverdim. Ancak bir tarhana \u00e7orbas\u0131ndaki kokunun s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, ramazan ay\u0131nda karda ko\u015farak s\u0131cak pideyi evine getirmenin mutlulu\u011funu, kap\u0131lar\u0131n kilitlenmedi\u011fi ve kudretli duygular\u0131n var oldu\u011fu k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcn, kasabam\u0131n de\u011ferlerini \u00e7ok \u00f6zledim. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck karabal\u0131k gibi okyanuslarda savruldum; ancak o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck nehirde \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim ve \u00f6zledi\u011fim de\u011ferler beni hep ayakta tuttu. \u015eimdi bu dirayetle hal\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u00fcm duygular\u0131m ile tekrar y\u00fczle\u015ftim. Me\u011fer ben Frans\u0131zAzize Jeanne d\u2019Arc gibi, Fuzuli\u2019nin k\u0131z karde\u015fi Firuze gibi y\u0131llarca yazm\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Yazm\u0131\u015f\u0131m da kafeslerde saklam\u0131\u015f\u0131m t\u00fcm yazd\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131. Bana kendimle, yazd\u0131klar\u0131mla, \u00e7izdiklerimle y\u00fczle\u015fmeyi \u00f6\u011freten sevgili ailem yok… Babam\u0131n soyu Nalburo\u011fullar\u0131 yok, annemin soyu Biliyulo\u011fullar\u0131 yok… Yoklar ama t\u00fcm varl\u0131klar\u0131yla yan\u0131mdalar, biliyorum. Babam\u0131n annesi Arnavut Refiha Han\u0131m\u2019a, Y\u00f6r\u00fck anneannem Pembe Han\u0131m\u2019a, sevgili babam ve anneme sonsuz sayg\u0131lar\u0131mla. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Resim sanat\u0131 ile hayat\u0131m\u0131n t\u00fcm duygular\u0131n\u0131 ifade ettim bug\u00fcne kadar. G\u00fcn geldi eserlerim yani hayat\u0131m\u0131n t\u00fcm temsili bana ait ya\u015fant\u0131lar olmaktan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Onlar\u0131n t\u00fcm insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ger\u00e7ekli\u011fi [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"template":"","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[12777,12291],"product_tag":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-784105","1":"product","2":"type-product","3":"status-publish","5":"product_cat-deneme","6":"product_cat-edebiyat","7":"pa_cilt-ciltsiz","8":"pa_tur-kitap","9":"pa_yayinevi-kitap-muptelasi-yayinlari","10":"pa_yazar-vicdan-nalbur","12":"first","13":"instock","14":"sale","15":"shipping-taxable","16":"purchasable","17":"product-type-simple"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/784105","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=784105"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=784105"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=784105"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=784105"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}