Y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yolda insan yoktu, belli belirsiz karart\u0131lar vard\u0131. Siyah ve gri g\u00f6lgeler sa\u011f\u0131mdan solumdan ge\u00e7ip gidiyordu. Elimi birine de\u011fdirecek olsam, \u00f6b\u00fcr taraftan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu; hissiyats\u0131z ve tepkisiz g\u00f6lgeler. Biraz \u0131\u015f\u0131k vurunca, az \u00e7ok bir v\u00fccut beliriyordu kar\u015f\u0131mda; g\u00f6zleri mosmor, aval aval birbirine bak\u0131p, sonra devam ediyordu. Canl\u0131 cen\u00e2zeler, m\u00fcrde canlar, akl\u0131 al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f mankurtlar, ruhsuz zombiler, ahraz ve \u00e2m\u00e2 mahl\u00fbklar. Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 s\u00e2bit. Kendi gibi olanlar d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda ba\u015fka seslere \u00e2\u015fin\u00e2 de\u011fil, d\u00f6n\u00fcp de bakm\u0131yorlar. Kendi isimleri yok, fert fert bir k\u0131ymet if\u00e2de etmiyorlar. Efsunlu bir z\u00fcmre ve b\u00fcy\u00fcl\u00fc bir kitle. Ba\u015flar\u0131nda eli sopal\u0131, a\u011fz\u0131 d\u00fcd\u00fckl\u00fc zebell\u00e2h gibi \u00e7irkin adamlar vard\u0131. U\u00e7uruma y\u00f6nelmi\u015f g\u00f6lgelere \u00e2v\u00e2z\u0131m \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 kadar ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yorum, heyhat kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k veren hi\u00e7bir canl\u0131 yok. Tek tek kayboluyor g\u00f6lgeler dipsiz bir yar\u2019\u0131n tam s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131nda. Z\u00e2r z\u00e2r a\u011fl\u0131yor, m\u00e2n\u00e2 veremiyorum bu h\u00e2diseye. D\u00fc\u015fen her g\u00f6lge, dipsiz karanl\u0131kta yitip gidiyor. Bu bir r\u00fcy\u00e2 m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f m\u00fc yoksa hak\u00eekat mi? Hi\u00e7bir anlam veremiyorum. Akl\u0131m bir an dum\u00fbra u\u011fray\u0131p zay\u0131fl\u0131yor. Nefesim kesiliyor. G\u00f6zlerim karar\u0131yor. Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131m, beni s\u00e2kinle\u015ftirecek bir ehli g\u00f6n\u00fcl ar\u0131yor ama b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7\u00e2reler \u00e7\u00e2resiz. Ellerim yana d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor. Bu ibretlik h\u00e2diseleri \u00eezah edecek tek bir kelime dahi bulam\u0131yorum. Dilime sus kildi tak\u0131yorum l\u00e2kin i\u00e7imin sesini bast\u0131ram\u0131yorum. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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