\u201cGeceydi, karanl\u0131kt\u0131 ve ben \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.\u201d \u201cBah\u00e7edeki \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n, s\u0131k a\u011fa\u00e7lardan dolay\u0131 lo\u015f bir ortam yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 garaj\u0131n k\u00f6\u015fesindeki ah\u015fap, \u00fcst\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131k \u00e7ardakta oturuyordu. Cebinden \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7akma\u011f\u0131yla yakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 sigaras\u0131ndan ci\u011ferlerine derin bir nefes \u00e7ekti\u011finde, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc kattaki odam\u0131n siyah t\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fcn arkas\u0131ndan onu izliyordum. S\u0131rt\u0131 bana d\u00f6n\u00fck oldu\u011fu h\u00e2lde, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fekli g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne getirebildi\u011fime yemin edebilirdim. Son gecemdi\u2026 \u0130ki y\u00fcz k\u0131rk be\u015f g\u00fcn s\u00fcrece\u011fini sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu esaret, iyi h\u00e2lden olsa gerek, iki y\u00fcz birinci g\u00fcn\u00fcnde bitiyordu. Cehennemden \u00f6nceki son dura\u011f\u0131md\u0131 buras\u0131. Kendimi buna ben mahk\u00fbm etmi\u015ftim. \u00d6n\u00fcmde kocaman bir hi\u00e7lik vard\u0131; cehennem bu muydu? Sigaras\u0131ndan son nefesini ald\u0131ktan sonra, k\u00fcl tablas\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde s\u00f6nd\u00fcrmek i\u00e7in yedi saniye u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131. Ard\u0131ndan aya\u011fa kalk\u0131p g\u00f6zlerini benim penceremle bulu\u015fturdu. Nefesimin kesilece\u011fini hissettim. Biliyordu. Beni g\u00f6remese bile, bu t\u00fcl\u00fcn arkas\u0131ndan kendisini izledi\u011fimi \u00e7ok iyi biliyordu. Ben onu izliyordum; o da g\u00f6remedi\u011fi -ama pek\u00e2l\u00e2 hayal edebildi\u011fi- beni\u2026 Ne yaz\u0131k ki son gecemizdi. Ve onun bundan haberi bile yoktu.\u201d <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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