Unutma yetisini kaybetmenin siyah mermerden yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kaskat\u0131 bir levha haline getirdi\u011fi hayat\u0131m bundan otuz k\u00fcsur y\u0131l \u00f6nce alt\u00fcst oldu. Bir gece sabaha kar\u015f\u0131 bir saatte annemin uyurgezer oldu\u011funu fark ettim. Ama hayat\u0131m annem uyurgezer oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in de\u011fil, annemin uyur halde gezerken bana s\u00f6yledi\u011fi \u015fey y\u00fcz\u00fcnden alt\u00fcst oldu. Annem o gece benli\u011fime \u00f6yle bir darbe indirdi ki, bir daha ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi unutamad\u0131m. Annemin annesinden nefret etmesi gibi, ben de annemden nefret mi ediyorum, bu y\u00fczden mi E.\u2019den kopam\u0131yorum, ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z bir \u015eehnaz olam\u0131yorum diye kendime soruyordum. Cevaplar\u0131ndan korktu\u011fum sorulard\u0131 bunlar. Unutamayan bir belle\u011fin ki\u015fisel muhasebesi, hayata rengini veren otuz y\u0131ll\u0131k g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir a\u015fk\u0131n anatomisi ve bir \u00fclkenin toplumsal panoramas\u0131. Annesinin uyurgezerli\u011fi bilin\u00e7d\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n labirentlerinde kayboldu\u011fu san\u0131lan aile s\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rken buna tan\u0131k olan \u015eehnaz\u2019\u0131n belle\u011fi unutma yetisini kaybeder. \u00d6\u011frendi\u011fi s\u0131rlar sadece aile s\u0131rlar\u0131 de\u011fildir, Osmanl\u0131\u2019dan g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcze uzanan toplumsal ve trajik bir kad\u0131nl\u0131k durumudur. Ekonomi profes\u00f6r\u00fc \u015eehnaz kad\u0131nlar\u0131n y\u00fczy\u0131llard\u0131r s\u00fcren yok-hayatlar\u0131n\u0131 sorgularken erkeklerin hayattan erken \u00e7ekildi\u011fi kad\u0131nc\u0131l ailesinin var olma s\u00fcrecini bir akademisyen g\u00f6z\u00fcyle ele al\u0131r. Ki\u015fisel muhasebesini yaparken toplumsal normlara uymayan otuz y\u0131ll\u0131k a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131n zehirli yanlar\u0131yla y\u00fczle\u015fir, bu s\u0131rada akl\u0131nda bir ba\u015fka kad\u0131n, b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u015fk\u0131 E.\u2019nin kar\u0131s\u0131 Ey\u015fan vard\u0131r. Annemin Uyurgezer Geceleri, bireysel hat\u0131ralar\u0131n nas\u0131l toplumsal haf\u0131zaya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir edebiyat diliyle sorgularken okurlar\u0131 bu \u00fclkede kad\u0131n olman\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmekten ka\u00e7\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ger\u00e7e\u011fini de d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye zorluyor.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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