Bekledi\u011fim atanma belgeleri elime ge\u00e7ti\u011fi zaman \u00e7ok heyecanlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Haritaya bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda gidece\u011fim \u015fehir \u00e7ok uzaklarda g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. \u0130\u00e7ime mahzun bir \u0131ss\u0131zl\u0131k \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc. Gidece\u011fim yeri, orada ya\u015fayan insanlar\u0131, \u015fehirleri, ge\u00e7ece\u011fim yollar\u0131 merak ediyordum. Asl\u0131nda i\u00e7imde bast\u0131ramad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir korku b\u00fcy\u00fcmekteydi. En \u00f6nemlisi de ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m sorumlulu\u011fun ne kadar zor oldu\u011funu biliyordum. Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fime yumruk gibi oturuyordu. \u0130zmir otob\u00fcs\u00fcne binip b\u00fcy\u00fck bir heyecanla koltu\u011fuma oturdum. \u0130\u00e7imde h\u00fcz\u00fcnle birlikte tedirginlik de vard\u0131. Otob\u00fcs\u00fcn \u015fof\u00f6r\u00fc arabay\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. Kap\u0131lar kapand\u0131 ve bir anda otob\u00fcste b\u00fcy\u00fck bir sessizlik h\u00e2kim oldu. Art\u0131k ayr\u0131l\u0131k vakti gelip \u00e7atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. A\u011flamamak i\u00e7in kendimi zor tutuyordum. Sevgili Sar\u0131kam\u0131\u015f, seninle ayr\u0131l\u0131k vakti gelip \u00e7atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Reng\u00e2renk \u00e7i\u00e7eklerini, al renkli lalelerini, \u00e7am kokular\u0131n\u0131, da\u011flar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fczelli\u011fini, so\u011fuk suyunu, k\u0131\u015f\u0131n metrelerce ya\u011fan kar\u0131n\u0131, so\u011fu\u011fa inat a\u00e7an kardelenlerini, elleri k\u0131nal\u0131 ninemin yan\u0131k t\u00fcrk\u00fclerini ve sevgili Kars, seni evet seni \u00e7ok ama \u00e7ok \u00f6zleyece\u011fim. Benim yard\u0131m\u0131ma muhta\u00e7 insanlar\u0131n sorumlulu\u011funu almak ve g\u00f6revimi yerine getirmek i\u00e7in yine de sana veda etmeliyim. Sar\u0131kam\u0131\u015f gerilerde kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bundan b\u00f6yle yeni bir hayata ba\u015fl\u0131yordum. Uzun yollar\u0131, ormanlar\u0131, vadileri, \u015fehirleri ard\u0131m\u0131zda b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. \u0130zmir\u2019e yakla\u015fmak \u00fczereydik\u2026 <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Bekledi\u011fim atanma belgeleri elime ge\u00e7ti\u011fi zaman \u00e7ok heyecanlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Haritaya bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda gidece\u011fim \u015fehir \u00e7ok uzaklarda g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. \u0130\u00e7ime mahzun bir \u0131ss\u0131zl\u0131k \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc. Gidece\u011fim yeri, orada ya\u015fayan insanlar\u0131, \u015fehirleri, [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"template":"","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[12291,12711],"product_tag":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-778043","1":"product","2":"type-product","3":"status-publish","5":"product_cat-edebiyat","6":"product_cat-roman-oyku","7":"pa_cilt-ciltsiz","8":"pa_tur-kitap","9":"pa_yayinevi-zet-yayinlari","10":"pa_yazar-rabiye-yildirim","12":"first","13":"instock","14":"sale","15":"shipping-taxable","16":"purchasable","17":"product-type-simple"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/778043","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=778043"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=778043"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=778043"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=778043"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}