“k\u00fcresel pandeminin ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131ndan sonra y\u0131llard\u0131r y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6remedi\u011fim, y\u00fcz\u00fcne hasret kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m Namrun yaylas\u0131na gittim, daha do\u011frusu \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumun yaylas\u0131na, ilk g\u00f6z a\u011fr\u0131ma geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Tarsus\u2019un yaylas\u0131 Namrun, deniz seviyesinden 1100 m y\u00fckseklikteki, \u00c7ukurova\u2019n\u0131n alev topuna benzer havas\u0131ndan ka\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z Toroslar\u2019\u0131n en y\u00fcksek b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc olan Bolkar Da\u011flar\u0131\u2019n\u0131n eteklerinde ye\u015fil, yemye\u015fil bir d\u00fcnyad\u0131r. yeni, \u201cmodern\u201d ismi \u00c7aml\u0131yayla, ama ben bu isme hi\u00e7 al\u0131\u015famad\u0131m. yabanc\u0131la\u015ft\u0131rma efekti ta\u015f\u0131yor bu s\u00f6zc\u00fck, resmi tarihin hoyratl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n simge ismi oluveriyor zihnimde. T\u00fcrk\u00e7ele\u015ftirmenin haf\u0131zay\u0131 silme gayretinin bu emareleriyse on alt\u0131nc\u0131 y\u00fczy\u0131ldan itibaren kullan\u0131lan ismiyle Namrun\u2019un ye\u015fil do\u011fas\u0131na uyuyor da uymuyor, neyse ki oraya hi\u00e7 yerle\u015femiyor. “Namrun\u2019a son gidi\u015fim bir geri d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f hik\u00e2yesi olacakt\u0131, daha yola \u00e7\u0131kmam\u0131\u015fken bunu biliyordum. t\u0131pk\u0131 eski \u00e7ocukluk g\u00fcnlerindeki gibi \u00fc\u00e7 ay kald\u0131m Namrun\u2019da, temmuzda gidip ekimde geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. k\u0131smet o g\u00fcneymi\u015f, demek isterdim ama de\u011fil. k\u00fclt\u00fcrel bir karabasan\u0131n d\u00fcnyay\u0131 ev belledi\u011fi geni\u015f bir zamanda akl\u0131ma Namrun\u2019un d\u00fc\u015fmesi, y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc belli bir tarihsel zaman\u0131n ve o zaman\u0131n vadetti\u011fi do\u011faya \u00e7eviri\u015fim tesad\u00fcfi olamazd\u0131. “yaylada d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. do\u011fa da d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr. en iyi do\u011fada d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr insan. “anneannemlerin yayla evinin b\u00fcy\u00fck odas\u0131nda koyu ah\u015fap \u00e7er\u00e7eveli bir ayna as\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131. televizyonlu odada duran s\u0131rlar\u0131 az biraz d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f bu eski aynada kendime bakmaktan \u00e7ok y\u00fczeyindeki kat kat olmu\u015f \u00e7izgileri tarihin \u00e7izelgesi gibi dikkatlice okumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. hayat su gibi mi akm\u0131\u015ft\u0131? aksa bile ge\u00e7ip gitmemi\u015f diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. harelenen aynan\u0131n y\u00fczeyindeki \u00e7izgileri kaybetmemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan g\u00f6zlerim aynadaki s\u0131rlar\u0131n kuyusuna d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcverirdi. hayat bir s\u0131r m\u0131yd\u0131?” \u2014Nermin Sayba\u015f\u0131l\u0131<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
“k\u00fcresel pandeminin ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131ndan sonra y\u0131llard\u0131r y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6remedi\u011fim, y\u00fcz\u00fcne hasret kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m Namrun yaylas\u0131na gittim, daha do\u011frusu \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumun yaylas\u0131na, ilk g\u00f6z a\u011fr\u0131ma geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Tarsus\u2019un yaylas\u0131 Namrun, deniz [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"template":"","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[12777,12291],"product_tag":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-775067","1":"product","2":"type-product","3":"status-publish","5":"product_cat-deneme","6":"product_cat-edebiyat","7":"pa_cilt-ciltsiz","8":"pa_tur-kitap","9":"pa_yayinevi-metis-yayinlari","10":"pa_yazar-nermin-saybasili","12":"first","13":"instock","14":"sale","15":"shipping-taxable","16":"purchasable","17":"product-type-simple"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/775067","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=775067"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=775067"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=775067"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=775067"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}