Kabul\u00fcn Sessiz Yolu Umutsuzluk payla\u015f\u0131l\u0131nca daha da derinle\u015ftigi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Hayat\u0131mda \u00e7ok kez saklanman\u0131n iyi gelece\u011fini sand\u0131m. Ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f m\u0131yd\u0131 bu, yoksa sadece bir soluk almak m\u0131yd\u0131? \u0130\u00e7imdeki karma\u015fay\u0131 susturmak, ona d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan bakmak istemi\u015fimdir sadece. Sonra anlad\u0131m ki susturduklar\u0131m kaybolmaz; i\u00e7imizde k\u00f6k salar, sessizce b\u00fcy\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f. \u0130\u00e7imde gizlediklerim bazen yol g\u00f6sterirken, beklenmedik kap\u0131lar a\u00e7ar olmu\u015ftu. Sanki beni anlamaya \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor, ge\u00e7mi\u015fimi kabule davet ediyormu\u015fcas\u0131na.Bazen de kim oldu\u011fumu unutturmayacak kadar derine \u00e7ekiyor, beni benden uzakla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131rken. Psikopat\u00e7a bir teslimiyetle, kendimi bir maskenin ard\u0131na saklarken kendimi, zamanla o maskeye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f buluyordum kendimi. Gizlenmek bazen bir s\u0131\u011f\u0131nak gibi geliyor, bazen de bir kapan. Kendimi korumak i\u00e7in kurdu\u011fum duvarlar zamanla \u00fczerime y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131rken, fark\u0131na bile varmadan \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0131n\u0131rland\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u0131m me\u011fer. Belki de \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc bir yol vard\u0131, diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken buldum kendimi\u2026 Ad\u0131na \u201cKABUL\u201d denildi\u011fini \u00f6\u011frendim. Kabul, ne saklanmay\u0131 ne de ink\u00e2r\u0131 gerektirir. Olan\u0131 oldu\u011fu gibi g\u00f6rmektir. Kendime kar\u015f\u0131 d\u00fcr\u00fcst olmadan, i\u00e7imdeki \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmalardan ka\u00e7arak, i\u00e7inde kaybolup onlarla birlikte y\u00fcr\u00fcmekti. \u00d6fkemi bast\u0131r\u0131nca esiri olmadan\u2026 Ne umutsuzlu\u011fu saklayabilmek ne de umuda k\u00f6r\u00fc k\u00f6r\u00fcne tutunmak\u2026 Kabul, kendimize d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yerde de\u011fil, ger\u00e7ekten kendimizi g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz yerdeydi…. Kabul, kendimize d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, kendimizi ger\u00e7ekten g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz yerlerde. Belki de ger\u00e7ek ve benim olan \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck burda ba\u015flayand\u0131! <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Kabul\u00fcn Sessiz Yolu Umutsuzluk payla\u015f\u0131l\u0131nca daha da derinle\u015ftigi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Hayat\u0131mda \u00e7ok kez saklanman\u0131n iyi gelece\u011fini sand\u0131m. Ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f m\u0131yd\u0131 bu, yoksa sadece bir soluk almak m\u0131yd\u0131? \u0130\u00e7imdeki [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"template":"","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[13835],"product_tag":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-774459","1":"product","2":"type-product","3":"status-publish","5":"product_cat-cok-satanlar","6":"pa_cilt-ciltsiz","7":"pa_tur-kitap","8":"pa_yayinevi-kirmizi-cati-yayinlari","9":"pa_yazar-songul-sayilgan","11":"first","12":"instock","13":"sale","14":"shipping-taxable","15":"purchasable","16":"product-type-simple"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/774459","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=774459"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=774459"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=774459"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=774459"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}