Kendimi bildim bileli, hayat\u0131mda hep eksik kalan notalar\u0131n pe\u015findeydim. Sessiz ve hissiz ya\u015famaya ne kadar tutkun biri olsam dahi kendimi her zaman denizin \u0131ss\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u0131sl\u0131k \u00e7alarken bulurdum. Kay\u0131plar\u0131m\u0131 ya da kazanmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m b\u00fct\u00fcn yenilgilerimi, benden daha fazla uzakla\u015fmas\u0131na izin vermeden, yokluk diye adland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7erisinde arad\u0131m y\u0131llarca. Belki de kazanmak istedi\u011fim en b\u00fcy\u00fck yenilgim buydu. Fakat kaybetti\u011fim her \u015feyi, a\u015fk\u0131n her an\u0131nda bulabilmeyi \u00f6\u011frendim. Nereden bilebilirdim ki a\u015fk sarma\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ruhumu ele ge\u00e7irebilece\u011fini? Nereden bilebilirdim ki deniz g\u00f6zl\u00fc \u00e7ocu\u011fa g\u00f6n\u00fcl verece\u011fimi? Hik\u00e2yeleri her zaman ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n kalemiyle ya da kendi kalemimizle kurgulard\u0131k. Benim ismim, R\u00fcya. Ben kendi hik\u00e2yemi, arad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 buldu\u011fumda, mavinin ruhunu i\u00e7imde hissedip g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde arayacakt\u0131m. Kendi kaderimin \u00e7izgisini yine ben \u015fekillendirip hayat a\u011fac\u0131na sarmalayacakt\u0131m. Belki de hayat\u0131mda var olan sadece senin mavili\u011findi. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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