Ne ilgin\u00e7tir ki a\u015fk\u0131 ya\u015fayanlardan \u00e7ok, arayanlard\u0131r onun kadir k\u0131ymetini bilecek olanlar. Ben, y\u0131llar evvel ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ve h\u00e2l\u00e2 tad\u0131n\u0131 dama\u011f\u0131mda hissetti\u011fim bir a\u015fk\u0131 zamana direnircesine ya\u015famaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum. Ne derece ak\u0131ll\u0131ca bir \u015fey bu bilmiyorum ama a\u015fk zaten ak\u0131lla pek de al\u00e2kas\u0131 olmayan bir duygu yo\u011funlu\u011fu de\u011fil miydi?Uyan\u0131p da yata\u011f\u0131n di\u011fer yan\u0131na elimi att\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, bo\u015flu\u011fun beni korkutup sevdi\u011fimi tel\u00e2\u015fla arad\u0131ktan sonra onu mutfakta kahvalt\u0131 haz\u0131rlarken bulmak, giyece\u011fim g\u00f6mle\u011fime onun karar vermesini istemek, ortas\u0131ndan s\u0131k\u0131lan di\u015f macununa \u00e7ok sinirlendi\u011fini izlemek, k\u0131skan\u00e7l\u0131ktan d\u00fcnyay\u0131 bana zehir edi\u015fini g\u00f6rmek ve saatlerce en be\u011fendi\u011fi \u00e7antay\u0131 anlatmas\u0131n\u0131 duymak isterdim.Bilirdim ben onun de\u011ferini ve k\u0131rd\u0131rmaz, ben de k\u0131rmazd\u0131m. Nas\u0131l k\u0131ray\u0131m ki? O, benim iki bedende tek ruh olu\u015fum de\u011fil mi? O, gecemi g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcme ba\u011flayan, mevsimlerime ad\u0131n\u0131 koyan, gelecekte soyad\u0131n\u0131 bana fena edecek olan ki\u015fi de\u011fil mi? Olmad\u0131, olduramad\u0131k ve ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck fakat onu sevmekten vazge\u00e7medim. Bunun i\u00e7in \u00e7abalamad\u0131m bile. O, h\u00e2l\u00e2 ad\u0131na \u015fiirler yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m, hayaller kurdu\u011fum ve geri gelece\u011fine inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m y\u00e2rim…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ne ilgin\u00e7tir ki a\u015fk\u0131 ya\u015fayanlardan \u00e7ok, arayanlard\u0131r onun kadir k\u0131ymetini bilecek olanlar. Ben, y\u0131llar evvel ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ve h\u00e2l\u00e2 tad\u0131n\u0131 dama\u011f\u0131mda hissetti\u011fim bir a\u015fk\u0131 zamana direnircesine ya\u015famaya [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"template":"","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[12777,12291],"product_tag":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-771511","1":"product","2":"type-product","3":"status-publish","5":"product_cat-deneme","6":"product_cat-edebiyat","7":"pa_cilt-ciltsiz","8":"pa_tur-kitap","9":"pa_yayinevi-yediveren-yayinlari","10":"pa_yazar-akif-bayrak","12":"first","13":"instock","14":"sale","15":"shipping-taxable","16":"purchasable","17":"product-type-simple"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/771511","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=771511"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=771511"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=771511"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=771511"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}