Ey beynimde dola\u015fan icazetsiz, e\u015fk\u00e2lsiz yolcu, benli\u011fimi i\u015fk\u00e2l eden g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc seveyim. \u0130\u00e7imde bana ait olmayan, bana el birey ruhumu ele ge\u00e7irdi, bedenimden derimi s\u0131y\u0131r\u0131p etten ve kemikten \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak b\u0131rak\u0131yor. Bu tan\u0131ms\u0131z birey devinimsiz beynime, benli\u011fime, devinimlerime, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc\u015flerime emirler veriyor. Art\u0131k ben bir bireyden \u00e7ok sadece etten kemikten g\u00f6rsellikten ba\u015fka bir \u015fey de\u011filim. Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u00fcm eylemlerin, s\u00f6ylemlerin korkun\u00e7 seyircisiyim. Feri\u015fte kriz ge\u00e7irirken mazo\u015fist, tiksin\u00e7, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00e7, travma duygular\u0131 onu parantez i\u00e7ine al\u0131yor. V\u00fccudundaki t\u00fcm organlarda afet ya\u015f\u0131yor Uzaktan yak\u0131ndan hi\u00e7bir ilgisi olmayan bir ki\u015fili\u011fe b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcyor Beyni benli\u011fini teslim al\u0131yor. Bilin\u00e7sizlik bir boyuta ge\u00e7iyor. Bir uyu\u015fturucu ordusu g\u00f6rsel alg\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 istila ediyor. Can\u0131n\u0131n camlar\u0131ndaki silecekler son kademe \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor ama silemiyor. Oysa Feri\u015ftenin tek istedi\u011fi sevgi \u015fefkat duygusuna ula\u015fmak O duygular son kademede hep ula\u015fmak i\u00e7in kademe kademe \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor Hep sevgisizlik kademesinde bo\u015flu\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor. Bu bo\u015flukta fiziken ve zihnen kendini uyu\u015fturucuya teslim ediyor. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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