\u201cBir insan\u0131 bebekli\u011finden itibaren g\u00f6zlemlemek; t\u0131pk\u0131 yeni tomurcuklanan bir \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi g\u00f6zlemler gibi, ta\u00e7yapraklar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015fta birbirlerine s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131l\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131, sonra her birinin do\u011fall\u0131kla gev\u015feyip yay\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ve \u00e7i\u00e7ek olu\u015funu, yani bir \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fin \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc anbean g\u00f6zlemler gibi g\u00f6zlemlemek muhte\u015fem bir \u015fey olmal\u0131; g\u00f6zlerde, dudaklar\u0131n iki kenar\u0131nda durmaks\u0131z\u0131n biriken deneyimleri, ka\u015flardaki sarkmay\u0131, kalpteki, ruhtaki a\u011f\u0131rla\u015fmay\u0131, bel ve g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs \u00e7evresindeki kal\u0131nla\u015fmay\u0131, ya\u015fl\u0131l\u0131ktan de\u011fil, s\u0131rf hayat\u0131 ihtiyatla ya\u015famaktan yava\u015flayan ad\u0131mlar\u0131; t\u00fcm bunlar\u0131 g\u00f6zlemlemek, t\u00fcm bunlar\u0131 fark etmek muhte\u015fem bir \u015fey olmal\u0131; g\u00f6zlemleyenin, tan\u0131k olan\u0131n duydu\u011fu haz, g\u00f6zlemlenen ile g\u00f6zlemleyen, fark edilen ile fark eden aras\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez bir \u0131rmakt\u0131r ve ben pek \u00e7ok y\u00f6nden sevginin tan\u0131m\u0131 olan bu g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez \u0131rmaktan yoksun bir hayat\u0131n daima eksik kalaca\u011f\u0131na, asla tamamlanamayaca\u011f\u0131na inan\u0131yorum. Beni kimse g\u00f6zlemlemedi, beni kimse fark etmedi, ben kendi kendimi g\u00f6zlemledim ve fark ettim; o g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez \u0131rmak benden bana akt\u0131. \u00c7aresizli\u011fime isyan ederek, \u00e7aresizli\u011fimden sevdim kendimi, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc elimde bundan ba\u015fka bir \u015fey yoktu. B\u00f6yle bir sevgi i\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcr, ama sadece i\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcr, sevgilerin en iyisi de\u011fildir; rafta \u00e7ok uzun s\u00fcre bekleyip ek\u015fimi\u015f bir yiyece\u011fin, yendi\u011finde insan\u0131n midesini yakan bir yiyece\u011fin tad\u0131 vard\u0131r bu sevgide. Ama i\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcr, i\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcr \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc yerini alacak ba\u015fka bir \u015fey yoktur; i\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcr, ama kesinlikle \u00f6nerilmez. \u201c\u0130sko\u00e7-Afrikal\u0131 kar\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 baba ile Karayipli bir anneden do\u011fma Xuela Claudette Richardson, Karayipler’de ge\u00e7en \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn yetmi\u015f y\u0131ll\u0131k bir d\u00f6k\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r bu romanda.Xuela, do\u011fumu esnas\u0131nda annesini kaybetmi\u015ftir. \u00d6nce bir s\u00fctanneye verilir. Yedi ya\u015f\u0131ndayken yeniden evlenen babas\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan tekrar eve getirilip sonras\u0131nda yine ba\u015fka bir ailenin yan\u0131na g\u00f6nderilir. Bir \u00e7ocuk, bir gen\u00e7 k\u0131z ve bir kad\u0131n olarak s\u00f6m\u00fcrge alt\u0131ndaki \u00fclkesinde ge\u00e7en ya\u015fam\u0131 do\u011fal olarak s\u0131radan bir ya\u015fam olmayacakt\u0131r. M\u00fclks\u00fczle\u015ftirilmi\u015flerin kulak t\u0131rmalay\u0131c\u0131 dili diyebilece\u011fimiz bir dil kullan\u0131yor Jamaica Kincaid, taklit edilmesi neredeyse imk\u00e2ns\u0131z bir dil: \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Xuela’n\u0131n ya\u015fam\u0131 da taklit edilemez. Bu ya\u015fam sadece hep yeniden do\u011far; s\u00f6m\u00fcrgeyle, yok say\u0131lmayla, annenin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcyle yeniden do\u011far… Daha \u00f6nce T\u00fcrk\u00e7ede hi\u00e7bir kitab\u0131 yay\u0131mlanmayan Jamaica Kincaid\u2019in olgunluk d\u00f6nemi eserlerinden Annemin Otobiyografisi, Umay \u00d6ze\u2019nin \u00e7evirisiyle\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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