\u00d6nce bir f\u0131rt\u0131na koptu, sonra ise barut ile birle\u015fen alevlerden olu\u015fan bir ate\u015fin izi bizi yakt\u0131. Ard\u0131ndan ise ellerine b\u0131\u00e7ak alm\u0131\u015f o ki\u015filerin, damarlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n i\u00e7indeki o k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 s\u0131v\u0131y\u0131 nas\u0131l \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bize tek tek anlatt\u0131lar. Ac\u0131 i\u00e7imize sinmedi, ac\u0131 ruhumuzu olu\u015fturan tek \u015feydi. Bunun i\u00e7in bir do\u011fum de\u011fil, bir \u00f6l\u00fcm do\u011fumu gerekiyordu. Sonra ise topra\u011f\u0131n binlerce alt\u0131ndan bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek fidan\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sand\u0131k. Ellerimizi \u00fczerine koyduk \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc k\u00fclden bir topra\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inden \u00e7i\u00e7ek \u00e7\u0131kabilece\u011fini sanmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. \u00d6nce bir k\u00f6pek varm\u0131\u015f, sonra da bir \u00e7oban vard\u0131. Kuzular\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fini s\u00f6ylerdi. Sonra ise kuzular k\u00f6pekler ile kavga ederlerdi. Biz de\u011fil, zihnimizin i\u00e7indeki umutlar\u0131n tekrar do\u011fabilece\u011fini sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Ne yaz\u0131k ki k\u00fclden topraklar\u0131n i\u00e7inden bir sarma\u015f\u0131k ile kaplanm\u0131\u015f bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7abilirmi\u015f. Bunun i\u00e7in de yara izlerimize bir pusula tutabilece\u011fimizi s\u00f6ylemi\u015flerdi. Ac\u0131m\u0131z b\u00f6yle ge\u00e7ecekmi\u015f lakin her sava\u015f bizim i\u00e7in bir \u00f6l\u00fcmken kim v\u00fccudundaki \u00e7iziklere bakard\u0131 ki? Her sava\u015f bizim i\u00e7in bir \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fc lakin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn do\u011fumu i\u00e7imize s\u0131zm\u0131\u015fken biz sadece do\u011fumdan korkabilirdik\u2026 Bu bizim de bir \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fimizin olmas\u0131 anlam\u0131na gelmezdi, o \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri bir hayal olarak adland\u0131rmam\u0131zdan ibaretti. Bu masal b\u00f6yle de\u011fildi, ben onlar\u0131n kalbi ya da onlar benim hi\u00e7bir \u015feyim de\u011fildi. Sadece bir kand\u0131rmacadan ibaretti. Peki ya bu kand\u0131rmacada kazanan biz mi olacakt\u0131k lakin her kazanman\u0131n da bir yenilgi oldu\u011funa m\u0131 inanacakt\u0131k?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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