Turuncu bir \u015fiir defteri var elimde, yakla\u015f\u0131k alt\u0131 ya da yedi ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m. Babam\u0131n ve \u00fcvey annemin birbirine yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fiirler… Sayfalar\u0131 \u00e7eviriyorum. Her sayfan\u0131n k\u00f6\u015fesinde renkli bir g\u00fcl var. \u015eiirler, o kadar k\u00f6t\u00fc bir el yaz\u0131s\u0131yla yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ki okumakta zorlan\u0131yorum. Sayfa say\u0131s\u0131 yakla\u015f\u0131k iki y\u00fcz civar\u0131 gibi. Her sayfada, \u015fiiri kim yazd\u0131ysa alt k\u00f6\u015fede isimleri yaz\u0131l\u0131. Re\u015fit ve \u015e\u00fckriye… Kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 birbirine yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u015fiirler ve ayn\u0131 evde ya\u015farken yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u015fiirler… Onlar\u0131n hikayesini, o b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u015fk\u0131 ger\u00e7ekten yazmak \u00e7ok isterdim ama anlatacak hi\u00e7 kimse kalmad\u0131 hayatta… Evin bir duvar\u0131n\u0131 kaplayan, kahve tonlar\u0131nda, eski bir g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fl\u00fck… \u00dcst kapaklar\u0131 caml\u0131, alt k\u0131s\u0131m \u00e7ekmeceli; bir \u00e7ekmecesinde ikisine ait e\u015fyalarla dolu foto\u011fraflar, \u015fiir defteri, ki\u015fisel birka\u00e7 e\u015fya \u00e7ocukken benim oyun oynama alan\u0131md\u0131. Annem hi\u00e7 k\u0131zmazd\u0131 oray\u0131 da\u011f\u0131t\u0131p oynamama. Oysa o g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn di\u011fer k\u0131s\u0131mlar\u0131 yasakl\u0131 aland\u0131 herkes i\u00e7in. \u015eimdi anl\u0131yorum neden k\u0131zmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131. \u00c7ok ge\u00e7 bir ayd\u0131nlanma, o \u015fiir sayfalar\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131rt\u0131p atmam kadar ge\u00e7. Annem, y\u0131rtarsam temiz sayfalar\u0131n bana ait olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti. Ait olmak neydi peki, bir nesneye ait olmak m\u0131?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Turuncu bir \u015fiir defteri var elimde, yakla\u015f\u0131k alt\u0131 ya da yedi ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m. Babam\u0131n ve \u00fcvey annemin birbirine yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fiirler… Sayfalar\u0131 \u00e7eviriyorum. Her sayfan\u0131n k\u00f6\u015fesinde renkli bir [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"template":"","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[12291,12509],"product_tag":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-763308","1":"product","2":"type-product","3":"status-publish","5":"product_cat-edebiyat","6":"product_cat-siir","7":"pa_cilt-ciltsiz","8":"pa_tur-kitap","9":"pa_yayinevi-luna-yayinlari","10":"pa_yazar-nigar-bayraktar","12":"first","13":"instock","14":"sale","15":"shipping-taxable","16":"purchasable","17":"product-type-simple"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/763308","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=763308"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=763308"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=763308"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=763308"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}