Hele en zor olan\u0131 da, son kez g\u00f6zlerimizin birbirine de\u011fmesiymi\u015f, bana \u00e7aresizce bakan g\u00f6zlerinmi\u015f. Beni \u00e7aresizli\u011fimle ba\u015f ba\u015fa b\u0131rakan bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131nm\u0131\u015f. Siz hi\u00e7 size \u00e7aresizce bakan ve \u201cArt\u0131k dayanam\u0131yorum, beni uyutsunlar\u201d diyen bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun annesi oldunuz mu? Bu \u00e7aresizlikle ve o son bak\u0131\u015flarla ba\u015f ba\u015fa kald\u0131n\u0131z m\u0131? Kalmas\u0131n, hi\u00e7 kimse kalmas\u0131n. G\u00f6zlerine \u00e7ivi gibi \u00e7ak\u0131lan o son bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 g\u00f6rmek zorunda kalmas\u0131n; ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n m\u00fcddet\u00e7e o mermiyle ya\u015famak zorunda kalaca\u011f\u0131n gibi beynine saplanmas\u0131n, o g\u00f6zler. O kahverengi, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en g\u00fczel kahverengi bakan, uzun kirpiklerle g\u00f6lgelenmi\u015f g\u00f6zlerine son kez bakmas\u0131n. Bu kitab\u0131 yazarken, d\u00f6n\u00fcp yazd\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 okurken, defalarca ac\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7inden ge\u00e7tim ve her kelime demire vurulan \u00e7eki\u00e7 darbesi gibi de\u011fdi y\u00fcre\u011fime. En zay\u0131f ve korunaks\u0131z yan\u0131mdan gelen bu ac\u0131, kalbimin en g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc ve korkusuz yan\u0131 oldu. Hayattaki en b\u00fcy\u00fck korkusuyla y\u00fczle\u015fip, bunu ya\u015fayan insan\u0131n kalkan\u0131 ac\u0131s\u0131 oluyormu\u015f, art\u0131k hayat nereden ya\u011fd\u0131r\u0131rsa kederi, o keder y\u00fcre\u011finden \u00f6nce ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n kalkan\u0131na \u00e7arp\u0131yormu\u015f. Ac\u0131dan da\u011flanan y\u00fcre\u011fi, hangi ate\u015fin yak\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 etkiler ki? <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Hele en zor olan\u0131 da, son kez g\u00f6zlerimizin birbirine de\u011fmesiymi\u015f, bana \u00e7aresizce bakan g\u00f6zlerinmi\u015f. Beni \u00e7aresizli\u011fimle ba\u015f ba\u015fa b\u0131rakan bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131nm\u0131\u015f. Siz hi\u00e7 size \u00e7aresizce bakan ve [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"template":"","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[18545,12291],"product_tag":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-761192","1":"product","2":"type-product","3":"status-publish","5":"product_cat-anlati","6":"product_cat-edebiyat","7":"pa_cilt-ciltsiz","8":"pa_tur-kitap","9":"pa_yayinevi-satirarasi-yayinlari","10":"pa_yazar-birten-demirtas-ozbek","12":"first","13":"instock","14":"sale","15":"shipping-taxable","16":"purchasable","17":"product-type-simple"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/761192","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=761192"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=761192"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=761192"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=761192"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}