LAHZA 1 \u2013 MAH VE \u015eER \u201cMAH AY DEMEK, G\u00d6KTEK\u0130 KAMER DEMEK, G\u00dcZELL\u0130K DEMEK, SEN DEMEK…\u201d Zaman bir lahzadan ibaretti. Mah ve \u015eer ise o zaman\u0131n i\u00e7ine s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f bir b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcn par\u00e7as\u0131yd\u0131. Zamans\u0131z bir anda Ay gecenin koynunda dalgalan\u0131rken her \u015fey tersine d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Mah silindi geceden. \u015eer ise onlar i\u00e7in zaman\u0131 ikiye b\u00f6ld\u00fc. O en karanl\u0131k gecede bir g\u00fcnah i\u015flendi ve o g\u00fcnah\u0131n izleri geceyle birlikte ge\u00e7mi\u015fi de silip geleceklerine kaz\u0131nd\u0131. Art\u0131k g\u00fcn do\u011fdu\u011funda karanl\u0131k yaln\u0131zca mah\u015ferden ibaretti. \u201cAffet beni,\u201d dedi\u011finde kad\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. Ac\u0131dan ba\u015fka bir \u015fey bar\u0131nd\u0131rmayan bu g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme asl\u0131nda bir cevap niteli\u011findeydi. \u201cYer ile g\u00f6\u011f\u00fc de birle\u015ftirsen! \u0130ki cihan\u0131 da bir araya getirsen…\u201d Son s\u00f6zleriyle aralar\u0131ndaki ba\u011f\u0131 b\u0131\u00e7ak gibi kesti. \u201cAffetmem!\u201d LAHZA 2 \u2013 HAR VE K\u00dcL \u201cGECE… T\u00dcM K\u00d6T\u00dcL\u00dcKLER\u0130 G\u0130ZLEYEN\u0130M, SAKLAYANIM… KARANLI\u011eINDA KANDIRILARAK D\u0130NLED\u0130\u011e\u0130M EN G\u00dcZEL MASALIM… ONUN KARANLI\u011eI, BEN\u0130M AYDINLI\u011eIM.\u201d Biz bir saatin tam ortas\u0131ndayd\u0131k ve ne birlikte bir ad\u0131m ileri gidebiliyorduk ne de bir ad\u0131m geri. Tutukluluktu bizimki. Daha en ba\u015f\u0131ndan, nefes ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ilk andan beri birbirimize vurgun olmak, birbirimizde yok olmakt\u0131. Bir yandan har olup yanarken bir yandan k\u00fcl olmakt\u0131. \u201cSen sana k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck yapan herkesi kendi vicdan mahkemende \u015furanla yarg\u0131larken.\u201d \u0130ki parma\u011f\u0131 kur\u015fun misali sol g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcme vuruldu. \u201cBeni adalet terazinde hep burada yarg\u0131lad\u0131n.\u201d Parma\u011f\u0131 \u015fakaklar\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6lece\u011fim sand\u0131m. \u201cGer\u00e7ekten benim en b\u00fcy\u00fck belam; senin bana olmayan, benim sana bitmek bilmeyen sevdamm\u0131\u015f.\u201d LAHZA 3 \u2013 GECE VE \u015eAFAK \u201c\u0130ZAF\u0130 B\u0130R KAVRAMSA ZAMAN B\u0130R LAHZADAN \u0130BARETT\u0130. SENELER SONRA B\u0130LE B\u0130TMEYEN B\u0130R A\u015eK VARMI\u015e, \u0130NANDIM.\u201d \u201cBundan sonra seni b\u0131rakm\u0131yorum, senden bir ad\u0131m \u00f6teye yemin ederim ki gitmiyorum.\u201d Elini cebine att\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, sar\u0131 alyans gecenin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda parlad\u0131. \u201cHi\u00e7bir \u015feyi hak etti\u011fin gibi ya\u015fatamad\u0131m ama Mahru\u2026\u201d Sesiyle kalbimdeki tela\u015f katbekat b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc. \u201cBenim i\u00e7in y\u00e2r da sensin yara da sen\u2026 Zehir de sensin, \u015fifa da sen\u2026 \u015eu y\u00fcre\u011fin\u2026\u201d dedi, tek parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tela\u015fla g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne vurdu\u011funda. \u201cNe\u015fesi sensin, kederi sen\u2026\u201d Ak\u0131l durdu, dil lal oldu, kalp ta\u015ft\u0131. *** \u201cDerler ki en b\u00fcy\u00fck hak g\u00f6n\u00fcl k\u0131rmakt\u0131r. \u00c7ok k\u0131rd\u0131m, g\u00fczel sevdin.\u201d \u0130\u00e7imde zelzeleler koptu, ta\u015flar yerinden oynad\u0131, ona \u00f6r\u00fclen t\u00fcm duvarlar y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131. Ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n simgesi olan ve seneler \u00f6nce benden kopan o y\u00fcz\u00fck, b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcnk\u00fc gibi onda dururken \u201cHelal et,\u201d dedi. Art\u0131k g\u00f6remeyece\u011fim kadar bulan\u0131kla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 etraf. \u201cEt \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u015fu ar\u015f\u0131\u00e2l\u00e2 bile \u015fahit ki benim i\u00e7in evvel sensin\u2026\u201d dedi nem d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f g\u00f6zleriyle. \u201cAhir sen\u2026\u201d <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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