Bazen gidersin. Keyfiyet, aray\u0131\u015f ya da mecburiyettir gitmenin nedeni. Ama mecburiyetten gitmektir en zor olan. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sormazlar sana gider misin, kal\u0131r m\u0131s\u0131n diye. M\u00fcbadele\u2019dir ad\u0131. Bir\u00e7ok \u015fey b\u0131rak\u0131rs\u0131n arkanda. Toprakt\u0131r, sevgilidir, ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131kt\u0131r, mezard\u0131r, vatand\u0131r geride b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n. Sonra \u00f6zlersin delicesine. D\u00f6nmek istersin, d\u00f6nemezsin. Birka\u00e7 foto\u011fraf ve say\u0131s\u0131z an\u0131d\u0131r geldi\u011fin yerden kalan. Al\u0131\u015fay\u0131m dersin, al\u0131\u015famazs\u0131n bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc. Bedenin gelmi\u015ftir ama ruhunu b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015fs\u0131nd\u0131r \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. Ne oraya aitsindir, ne buraya. Araf\u2019t\u0131r yerin. Araf\u2019ta Bir Hayat\u2019t\u0131r nasibin. Bitmeyen bir hasrettir ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6lene dek s\u00fcren. Demir almak g\u00fcn\u00fc geldi\u011finde hayat liman\u0131ndan g\u00f6t\u00fcrece\u011fin tek \u015fey yine \u00f6zlemdir. Gitmi\u015fsindir art\u0131k. \u0130ki farkl\u0131 mek\u00e2n iki farkl\u0131 hayat ya\u015fasan da hi\u00e7birine ait hissedememi\u015fsindir kendini. \u0130ki kere yabanc\u0131s\u0131nd\u0131r. Ne ge\u00e7mi\u015fte kalabilmi\u015f, ne gelece\u011fe ait olabilmi\u015fsindir. Ve zaman ilerler. Belki de y\u00fczy\u0131l ge\u00e7er, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fczerinden. G\u00fcn gelir bazen \u00e7ocu\u011fun, bazen torunun bazen hat\u0131ra defterini tozlu raflarda bulmu\u015f bir yabanc\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar, senin arafta\u2019ki hayat\u0131n\u0131 yazar. Herhangi bir roman\u0131n yahut bir hik\u00e2yenin kahraman\u0131 olmu\u015fsundur. H\u00fcz\u00fcnlenir bu eseri okuyan. Bir damla g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr yanaklar\u0131na. Sensindir o. M\u00fcbadele\u2019dir ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n. M\u00fcbadil\u2019dir ad\u0131n. Araf\u2019ta Bir Hayat\u2019t\u0131r d\u00fcnyaya b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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