Erika R\u00fcyalar\u0131n\u0131zda g\u00f6rd\u00fckleriniz, asl\u0131nda g\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fczden ge\u00e7enlerdir, derler. Ama benim k\u00e2buslar\u0131m, tak\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131m haline gelmi\u015fti. Ad\u0131 Michael. Erkek arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n abisi, izlerken g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc kapatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z o korku filmlerine benzer: Yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131, g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc ve \u00e7ok \u00fcrk\u00fct\u00fcc\u00fc. Okulun basketbol tak\u0131m\u0131n\u0131n y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131yd\u0131 ve beni hep g\u00f6rmezden gelirdi. Ama ben onu fark etmi\u015ftim. Onu g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum. Onu duyuyordum. Yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, saklad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Y\u0131llarca g\u00f6zlerimi ay\u0131ramam\u0131\u015f, t\u0131rnaklar\u0131m\u0131 yiyerek izlemi\u015ftim. \u015eimdi \u00fcniversitedeyim ama Michael\u2019\u0131 izlemeyi hi\u00e7 b\u0131rakamad\u0131m. O k\u00f6t\u00fc biri ve g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yaramazl\u0131klar art\u0131k sadece zihnimin i\u00e7inde de\u011filler. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sonunda beni fark etti. Michael Ad\u0131 Erika ama herkes ona Rika der. Erkek karde\u015fimin k\u0131z arkada\u015f\u0131, evimizde b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc. Yan\u0131na ne zaman yakla\u015fsam, bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 yere indirirdi. \u00dczerinden yay\u0131lan korkuyu her zaman hissederdim. V\u00fccuduna sahip olamasam da zihnine sahip oldu\u011fumu biliyordum. Zaten t\u00fcm istedi\u011fim buydu. Ta ki erkek karde\u015fim \u015fehirden ayr\u0131lana ve ben Rika\u2019y\u0131 \u00fcniversitede tek ba\u015f\u0131na bulana kadar. Benim \u015fehrimde. Korunmas\u0131z bir \u015fekilde. F\u0131rsat ve zamanlama ger\u00e7ek olamayacak kadar m\u00fckemmel. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce lise arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 hapse att\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve \u015fimdi d\u0131\u015far\u0131dalar. Bekliyoruz. Sabrediyoruz. Art\u0131k k\u00e2buslar\u0131n\u0131n her biri ger\u00e7ek olacak. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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