\u0130\u00c7\u0130MDEK\u0130 FIRTINAM Uyumu korumak ve \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmadan ka\u00e7mak ad\u0131na her \u015feyi alttan alan, ne yaparsa yaps\u0131n kabul eden konumdayd\u0131m. Bir s\u00fcre sonra kendi kendime dedim ki: \u201cBen yap\u0131c\u0131y\u0131m, iyimserim ama neden hi\u00e7bir \u015fey d\u00fczelmiyor?\u201d Bedenim ve ruhum bunu hak etmedi, biliyorum. \u00c7ok seven benli\u011fim, sevgisinin hi\u00e7bir kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 alamam\u0131\u015f, \u00fczerine bir de ihanette u\u011fram\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bunu kabullenmek, sindirmek, kelimelere d\u00f6kmek kadar kolay de\u011fildi. \u201cAh, ke\u015fke!\u201d dedi\u011fim o kadar an\u0131m oldu ki\u2026 \u015eimdi hangisine \u00fcz\u00fclsem, hangi birine \u201cAman bo\u015f ver.\u201d desem, bilmiyorum. HAR Sorgulaman\u0131n, affetmenin, kabul etmenin insan\u0131 yaralayan yan\u0131na dokunuyor \u00f6nce Har. Sonra t\u00fcm bu \u00e7aban\u0131n insan \u00f6mr\u00fcnde ba\u015fka kap\u0131lar a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve bu sayede insan\u0131n kendini buldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylerken ge\u00e7mi\u015fin ve bug\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6z ele\u015ftirisini yaparak herkese \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131da bulunuyor. Sabr\u0131 ve gayreti \u00f6\u011f\u00fctl\u00fcyor Har \u00f6\u011freneceklerimiz daha bitmedi derken\u2026 \u201cEn ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcyor insan. \u0130lk sevdi\u011fi ana, ilk k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 ki\u015fiye, biri i\u00e7in ak\u0131tt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ilk g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131na… Sonra \u00e7aresiz geri d\u00f6n\u00fcyor hi\u00e7 bitmeyen ama su gibi ak\u0131p giden zamana. Berrakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015f suda kendime bakar oldum. Sahi suyu kim kirletti? An\u0131lar\u0131m m\u0131 ak\u0131p d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131mla? Yoksa g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc m\u00fc karanl\u0131k? An\u0131lar\u0131m m\u0131 ak\u0131p d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131mla? Yoksa g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc m\u00fc karanl\u0131k? Neden \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6remiyorum? Ben…\u201d <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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