\u201cOnu g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm anda ne hissedece\u011fimi merak ediyordum. \u00d6fkem, nefretim, utanc\u0131m, her ne olacaksa hissetti\u011fim, bunu \u00f6l\u00e7ecektim. \u015eu anda a\u015famayacakm\u0131\u015f\u0131m gibi gelse de a\u015f\u0131p a\u015famayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6l\u00e7ecektim. \u0130ntikam iste\u011fimi ya da. \u015eu anda i\u00e7imde g\u00fcnbeg\u00fcn b\u00fcy\u00fcyen. Bu adama, hayat\u0131mda hi\u00e7 olmamas\u0131 gereken bu adama kar\u015f\u0131 bu kadar kuvvetli bir \u015feyler hissetmek beni fel\u00e7 edebilirdi, hayat\u0131m de\u011fi\u015febilirdi. (…) Onu acilen affetmeliydim. Acilen bir hik\u00e2ye, bir roman yazmal\u0131yd\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben d\u00fc\u015fmanlar\u0131m\u0131 hep edebiyatta affettim.\u201d Ahmet Tulgar, \u00c7ocuklar ve Canavarlar\u0131\u2019nda cinayet \u015fubede g\u00f6revli bir komiserle, bir \u201cmafya m\u00fcsveddesini\u201d \u00f6ld\u00fcren \u00fcnl\u00fc yazar Sarp Kaya\u2019n\u0131n sorgu masas\u0131nda kesi\u015fen ve g\u00fcn ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e i\u00e7 i\u00e7e ge\u00e7en hik\u00e2yelerini anlat\u0131yor. Hik\u00e2yeler i\u00e7 i\u00e7e ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e roller de de\u011fi\u015fiyor. Sorgulayan sorgulanan oluyor, hayata bak\u0131\u015f\u0131, ad\u0131mlar\u0131, c\u00fcmleleri dizi\u015fi farkl\u0131la\u015f\u0131yor. Merhametle hiddet, affetmekle kin g\u00fctmek, sevgiyle nefret aras\u0131ndaki \u00e7izgiyi \u015feffafla\u015ft\u0131ran; yazmak ve yazman\u0131n d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00fczerine d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcren, sars\u0131c\u0131 bir roman\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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