Birbirilerini geride b\u0131rakmak zorunda olduklar\u0131na inanan \u0130s, Korhan ile aralar\u0131ndaki ba\u011f\u0131n kopmas\u0131n\u0131n imk\u00e2ns\u0131z oldu\u011funu fark etti\u011finde bir \u015fanslar\u0131 daha olabilece\u011fine inan\u0131r. \u0130s, yeniden deneyebilmeleri i\u00e7in bir \u015fart ko\u015fmu\u015ftur, zaman\u0131 geldi\u011finde Korhan\u2019a bir soru soracakt\u0131r ve alaca\u011f\u0131 cevap, ikisinin kaderini belirleyecektir. Korhan, a\u015fk ve ge\u00e7mi\u015f aras\u0131ndaki o sa\u00e7 teli kadar ince \u00e7izgide \u0130s\u2019i kaybetmemek i\u00e7in sava\u015f\u0131rken, ikisi de kap\u0131da onlar\u0131 bekleyen daha b\u00fcy\u00fck bir f\u0131rt\u0131na oldu\u011fundan bihaberdirler. Serinin d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc kitab\u0131nda d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmler alevlere d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor ve ruhlar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131ra gibi yanaca\u011f\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fck bir yang\u0131n ba\u015fl\u0131yor. A\u011fl\u0131yordum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc onsuz kalacakt\u0131m, art\u0131k bunu biliyordum. Onsuz kalmaktan korkuyordum, belki de bunun i\u00e7in a\u011fl\u0131yordum. Onu bu kadar \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fim i\u00e7in a\u011fl\u0131yordum. \u00dczerimde bir tabut kapa\u011f\u0131 gibi duruyordu; sanki o benim mezar\u0131md\u0131, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcmd\u00fc; ama o benim var olu\u015fumdu. Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissetti\u011fim anda g\u00f6zlerim araland\u0131. Karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n h\u00fck\u00fcm s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc odan\u0131n i\u00e7inde parlayan bir \u00e7ift lez\u00e2 ye\u015fili g\u00f6z ruhuma s\u0131zd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m \u015fiddetlendi. G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n \u015fiddetlenmesi onu daha da b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ac\u0131n\u0131n kollar\u0131na itmi\u015f gibi beni tuttu. Kollar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda, o bir tabut kapa\u011f\u0131 gibi \u00fczerime kapanm\u0131\u015fken alt\u0131nda \u00f6ylece uzand\u0131m ve sadece a\u011flad\u0131m. Bana dokundu, tuttu, sar\u0131ld\u0131, \u00fczerime g\u00f6k gibi gerildi ve o da benimle birlikte a\u011flad\u0131. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Birbirilerini geride b\u0131rakmak zorunda olduklar\u0131na inanan \u0130s, Korhan ile aralar\u0131ndaki ba\u011f\u0131n kopmas\u0131n\u0131n imk\u00e2ns\u0131z oldu\u011funu fark etti\u011finde bir \u015fanslar\u0131 daha olabilece\u011fine inan\u0131r. \u0130s, yeniden deneyebilmeleri i\u00e7in bir [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"template":"","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[12291,12711],"product_tag":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-741568","1":"product","2":"type-product","3":"status-publish","5":"product_cat-edebiyat","6":"product_cat-roman-oyku","7":"pa_cilt-ciltsiz","8":"pa_tur-kitap","9":"pa_yayinevi-dokuz-yayinlari","10":"pa_yazar-binnur-safak-nigiz","12":"first","13":"instock","14":"sale","15":"shipping-taxable","16":"purchasable","17":"product-type-simple"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/741568","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=741568"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=741568"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=741568"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=741568"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}