“Gece nereye giderseniz gidin siyaht\u0131r. Ve ac\u0131n\u0131n tek bir rengi vard\u0131r; kur\u015funi… ” Ante, Bedenimi \u0131s\u0131tman\u0131n bir yolunu buldular. Ancak ruhum, \u00fczerinde solukland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z buz k\u00fctleleri kadar so\u011fuk ve devinimsiz. Beni izledi\u011fin anlar\u0131 an\u0131msad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, belle\u011fimde belirenlerin birer sanr\u0131dan ibaret oldu\u011funu bile bile elimi uzat\u0131yorum. Ah Ante, dokunam\u0131yorum. S\u0131nand\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fey ac\u0131yla yo\u011frulmu\u015f devasa bir bo\u015fluk. O bo\u015flu\u011fun ucunda bir bez bebek gibi sallan\u0131yorum. Bedenimi kurtar\u0131rken, ruhumu esir eden anahtar\u0131 heybende g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc biliyor musun? Belki de bir yerlerden, dudaklar\u0131nda d\u00fczmece bir tebess\u00fcmle beni izliyorsun. Buraday\u0131m. Her gece ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda durup, ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131zla ba\u015f etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum. Beni o dipsiz mezara nas\u0131l diri diri g\u00f6md\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc, sonra parmaklar\u0131nla kaz\u0131yarak nas\u0131l \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. Hi\u00e7 kimse inanm\u0131yor; karanl\u0131k g\u00f6zlerini \u00fczerinden ay\u0131rmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n ay yeniden k\u0131zar\u0131yor. Hi\u00e7 kimse g\u00f6rm\u00fcyor; ay oluk oluk kan\u0131yor. Ante, aln\u0131mdaki yara izi s\u0131zl\u0131yor, onca zamandan sonra zihnim ilk kez kokunu duyumsuyor. Ve yabanc\u0131 bir ses f\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131yor, beni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor; “Ay\u0131n kay\u0131p mele\u011fi, seni bekliyorum. ” <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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