Bir \u015fark\u0131 dinliyorum, beni eskiye g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyor; d\u00fcnden raz\u0131y\u0131m. Ke\u015fke hi\u00e7 d\u00f6nmesem \u201cge\u00e7mi\u015f\u201d denen \u00fclkeden. Ne deniyor \u015fimdi benim bu ruh halime? Melankoli mi? \u201cMelankoli, h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc olma mutlulu\u011fudur.\u201d demi\u015f Victor Hugo. Ge\u00e7mi\u015fe duydu\u011fum \u00f6zlemle h\u00fcz\u00fcnlenmeye, o h\u00fcz\u00fcnle mutlu olmaya g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fcy\u00fcm san\u0131r\u0131m. Nas\u0131l olmayay\u0131m? Bildi\u011fin eskimi\u015fim, kendimi hi\u00e7 de ait hissetmedi\u011fim bu devirde. Kaybolmak, bir hik\u00e2ye olarak kalmak istiyorum \u00e7o\u011fu zaman. Ba\u015fka ne hik\u00e2yeler de vard\u0131r kim bilir? Ne dersiniz? Bir zaman sonra m\u00fczayedede sergilenir mi bu hayatlar? Ka\u00e7a sat\u0131l\u0131r ya da? \u201cKendini Ge\u00e7mi\u015fte Bulma Sergisi\u201d olsun ad\u0131. Hara\u00e7 mezat sat\u0131ls\u0131n hik\u00e2yelerimiz g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz insan\u0131na. Ama ne kimsecikler bulabilsin bizleri ne de anlayabilsin. Bir k\u0131r\u0131k plak olal\u0131m en kuytuda. Ne diyor bir \u015fiirinde \u00d6zdemir Asaf? \u201cSeni saklayaca\u011f\u0131m inan. Yazd\u0131klar\u0131mda, \u00e7izdiklerimde, \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131mda, s\u00f6zlerimde\u2026\u201d B\u00f6yle saklanabilsek ke\u015fke, yaz\u0131da \u00e7izide. Kimse bilmese, g\u00f6rmese. Bir \u015fark\u0131 dinliyorum. Ad\u0131 \u201cG\u00f6lge \u00c7i\u00e7e\u011fi\u201d. Nakarat\u0131 daha g\u00fczel ve anlaml\u0131. Art\u0131k merak edip de dinlerseniz anlars\u0131n\u0131z ya da tam tersi. Nas\u0131lsa a\u00e7amaz g\u00f6lge \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Bir \u015fark\u0131 dinliyorum, beni eskiye g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyor; d\u00fcnden raz\u0131y\u0131m. Ke\u015fke hi\u00e7 d\u00f6nmesem \u201cge\u00e7mi\u015f\u201d denen \u00fclkeden. Ne deniyor \u015fimdi benim bu ruh halime? Melankoli mi? \u201cMelankoli, h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc olma [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"template":"","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[12777,12291],"product_tag":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-735663","1":"product","2":"type-product","3":"status-publish","5":"product_cat-deneme","6":"product_cat-edebiyat","7":"pa_cilt-ciltsiz","8":"pa_tur-kitap","9":"pa_yayinevi-cinaralti-yayinlari","10":"pa_yazar-sibel-karagul","12":"first","13":"instock","14":"sale","15":"shipping-taxable","16":"purchasable","17":"product-type-simple"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/735663","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=735663"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=735663"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=735663"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=735663"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}