\u201cE\u011fer beni tan\u0131mak istiyorsan, mezarl\u0131\u011fa bakmal\u0131s\u0131n, beni anca realistli\u011fe kavu\u015fmu\u015f kavuklar\u0131n i\u00e7inde bulursun. Do\u011fdu\u011fum memleket, hi\u00e7 istemedi\u011fim bir yalandan ibaret, y\u00fcz\u00fcmde beliren \u00e7izgiler, hatta sahteyle kaplanm\u0131\u015f boyalar\u0131m, hayat\u0131ma kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerim de benim realistli\u011fe \u00f6rnek, hayalperestli\u011fi seviyorum, bunun sebebi Tanr\u0131 ya da beni tinselli\u011fe iten insanlar, o y\u00fczden, tavsiye istersen, g\u00f6zlerini karanl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7evir; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben, ula\u015famayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z ay\u0131n i\u00e7erisinden eri\u015fiyorum karanl\u0131klara, asl\u0131nda herkese g\u00f6steriyorum do\u011frulu\u011fu; ama hat\u0131rlayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z g\u00fcn\u00fc yaz\u0131n bir kenara dediklerimi; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc sizin varaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z g\u00fcn beni mumla da bulamayacaks\u0131n\u0131z. Bundan dolay\u0131 sizden \u00e7ok ben istiyorum ger\u00e7eklerle y\u00fczle\u015fmenizi, ta\u015flar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda konu\u015fman\u0131z\u0131, merak etmeyin, sizleri g\u00f6remeyece\u011fimi sanmay\u0131n, ben sizi karanl\u0131kta avlanan bir kartal gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcr, bir Tanr\u0131 gibi izliyor olaca\u011f\u0131m. Belki de ba\u015frol tekrar ben olaca\u011f\u0131m; fakat bilmiyorum ne zaman tekrardan ad\u0131m ataca\u011f\u0131m hi\u00e7li\u011fe?\u201d derken, \u00f6yle ma\u011frur ve \u00f6yle korkusuz ki Ko\u015fp\u0131nar, insan\u0131 tedirgin ediyor kelimeler aras\u0131nda bir ipin \u00fcst\u00fcndeki cambaz misali gezinmesi. Bana sesleniyor, sana, size, bize… Her birimizin \u00fcst\u00fcne al\u0131naca\u011f\u0131 tehditk\u00e2r c\u00fcmlelerini hoyrat\u00e7a savuruyor d\u00fcnyaya. \u0130syan\u0131 var i\u00e7inde, ac\u0131s\u0131, h\u00fczn\u00fc, umudu. \u00d6\u011fretmek istedikleri var, sesiyle ve kalemiyle ula\u015fmak istedikleri… \u201cKaranl\u0131klar i\u00e7erisinde ya\u015fatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m umut \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131mla sesleniyorum adlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131, k\u0131sa ve yolcu ta\u015f\u0131yan bir ta\u015f\u0131t\u0131n i\u00e7erisindeyim, y\u00f6n\u00fcm yok, pusulam yok, y\u0131ld\u0131zlara a\u011f\u0131t yakacak g\u00fcc\u00fcm yok, d\u00fc\u015flerimde b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u00e7ocuksu g\u00fcvenimi ve g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015flerimden uzak olan Y\u00fcce Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n sadakatini beklemekten yanay\u0131m.\u201d y\u0131ld\u0131zlara a\u011f\u0131t yakacak g\u00fcc\u00fc kalmam\u0131\u015f herkesin, kendinden bir \u015fey bulaca\u011f\u0131 denemeler bekliyor sizi bu gizemin i\u00e7inde. K\u00e2h h\u00fczn\u00fc k\u00e2h sitemi k\u00e2h umudu k\u00e2h ac\u0131y\u0131 g\u00f6receksiniz kelimelerin g\u00f6zlerinde, seslerinde ise m\u00fckemmelli\u011fe tutkun olman\u0131n getirdi\u011fi hissi tadacaks\u0131n\u0131z. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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