Kendin olmak ad\u0131na yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n onca binay\u0131 y\u0131kman\u0131 istemiyorum. Y\u0131kmak do\u011fru de\u011fildir. Binan\u0131n pencerelerini \u00e7i\u00e7eklerle s\u00fcsleyerek ba\u015flayal\u0131m. Gri olmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fi s\u00f6ylenen duvarlar\u0131 boyamakla ba\u015flayal\u0131m. Mobilyalar gibi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimizin \u00fczerine ge\u00e7irdi\u011fimiz k\u0131l\u0131flar\u0131 s\u00f6kmekle ba\u015flayal\u0131m. \u00dczerine oturunca eskir, bir \u015feyler d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr diye sak\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z koltuklar gibi saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z kalbimizi a\u00e7makla ba\u015flayal\u0131m. Buras\u0131 bizim evimiz ve g\u00f6steri\u015fli bir hayat\u0131n getirisi olan kendini salonumuz gibi b\u00fcy\u00fck g\u00f6rme huyunu b\u0131rakarak ba\u015flayal\u0131m. \u201cBen \u00e7ok k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131m buna bir daha izin vermem.\u201d diye ba\u015flayan b\u00fcy\u00fck s\u00f6zlerimizi, bize iyi gelecek olan ila\u00e7lar gibi yutmakla ba\u015flayal\u0131m. Kendimize koydu\u011fumuz s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131 kald\u0131rmakla ba\u015flayal\u0131m. Ba\u015flamak, bitirmekle karde\u015ftir. Uzun bir sobeleme oyunu oynayan iki karde\u015fin birbiriyle yar\u0131\u015f\u0131na girelim. Yolumuzun nereye gidece\u011fini g\u00f6rmeden ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z onca zamana ra\u011fmen binan\u0131n ayd\u0131nlatmas\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirir gibi yolumuzu \u00e7izerek \u0131\u015f\u0131kla donatal\u0131m. Bilmeden yapt\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, yapt\u0131ktan sonra bildiklerimizi bir misafiri evimize kabul eder gibi kabul ederek ba\u015flayal\u0131m. Bizi yenebilecek olan\u0131n sadece biz oldu\u011funu, bizi y\u0131kabilecek olan\u0131n da sadece biz oldu\u011funu g\u00f6relim. Eski bir hat\u0131ray\u0131 saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yerden \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r gibi vazge\u00e7tiklerimizin aras\u0131ndan \u00f6nce kendimizi \u00e7\u0131karal\u0131m. \u201cKendini bulan ki\u015fi aramaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f demektir.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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