\u00d6nceden g\u00fcne\u015f sar\u0131s\u0131 olan sa\u00e7lar\u0131, \u015fimdi siyahlar… Ona \u2018mutsuz kad\u0131nlar sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 boyar, sen mutsuz musun?\u2019 diye sormak istiyorum, fakat \u00e7ok ge\u00e7meden vazge\u00e7iyorum bundan. Belki de bug\u00fcn i\u015fe gelmeden \u00f6nce a\u011flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Elleriyle y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc saklam\u0131\u015f, avu\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ine a\u011flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Belki de bug\u00fcn her \u015fey bitmi\u015fti onun i\u00e7in. K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 rujlu dudaklar\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 sigaras\u0131n\u0131 yakacak \u00e7akma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n gaz\u0131 ve koltu\u011funda oturdu\u011fu masan\u0131n, biraz \u00f6nce \u00e7ekmecesinden \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p \u015faka\u011f\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131ya dayayarak hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden teti\u011fini \u00e7ekti\u011fi silah\u0131n mermisi bile belki… Belki de bug\u00fcn a\u011flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Duraks\u0131z, nefes nefese ve bir \u00e7ocuk gibi h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131ra h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131ra belki… Belki ilk kez varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n b\u00f6ylesine fark\u0131ndayd\u0131. Ve kahretsin! Bu g\u00fczel de\u011fildi… Sonu\u00e7 belliyken nedenin \u00f6nemi var m\u0131yd\u0131, bilmiyorum. Onu anlamak, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesinin her k\u0131vr\u0131m\u0131na dokunmak istiyordum. Kimse kendi hayat\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131yordu ve \u00f6l\u00fcmlerimiz de buna d\u00e2hildi. Bizden \u00f6ncekilerin \u00f6\u011fretileri \u00fczerine kurulu olan d\u00fcnyada, istikrardan ba\u015fka \u015fey alm\u0131yor ve yine istikrardan ba\u015fka \u015fey b\u0131rakm\u0131yorduk. Dolu bir silah gibiyiz Mermi namluya s\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f Emniyeti a\u00e7\u0131kta Ve tetikte parmak Planl\u0131 bir intihar gibi… Ve mutlulu\u011fumuz elbise gibi s\u00f6k\u00fck Yalan haberler yazan gazeteler gibiyiz… Yan\u0131mdas\u0131n, yatakta S\u0131rt\u0131n bana d\u00f6n\u00fck \u00c7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k gibi d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyor susu\u015fundan T\u00fcm yenilgilerim<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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