\u201cSen beni zaten \u00e7ok sevmi\u015ftin, benden vazge\u00e7meyecektin ama bana bunu o g\u00fcnlerde s\u00f6yleyemezdin…\u201d \u201cYaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n en a\u011f\u0131r an\u0131nda, h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klara bo\u011fulman\u0131n tam da bir ad\u0131m sonras\u0131nda apans\u0131z durur ya g\u00f6zya\u015fya\u015flar\u0131n, birden tuhaf bir g\u00fc\u00e7 hissedersin ya i\u00e7inde; kadimlerden gelen en soylu ruhun sesleni\u015fidir o, ‘A\u011flamak ar\u0131nmakt\u0131r, susma.’ diyen. \u0130\u015fte o an ‘Neden sevilmedim, neden gitti, neden bu ac\u0131lar i\u00e7indeyim?’ diye sorgulamay\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p son bir kez, doyas\u0131ya a\u011fla. Sonsuz sevgi \u015felalesi, ancak ar\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda inecek \u00fczerine, t\u00fcm ha\u015fmetiyle\u2026\u201d \u201cOysa a\u015fk\u0131 bulmak \u00f6yle kolayd\u0131 ki. Beni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rma, sen gel\u2026\u201d \u201cHayat\u0131ndan gidenlere te\u015fekk\u00fcr et. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ancak o gitti\u011finde yerine yeni biri gelebilir\u2026\u201d \u201cMutsuz musun? ‘M\u00fczi\u011fin sesini neden duymuyorsun, \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6ylemeyi ne zaman b\u0131rakt\u0131n?’\u201d \u201c\u2026Ger\u00e7ekte, -Burcu kabul etmek istemese de- olduk\u00e7a etkili ve ilkel bir duygu olarak tan\u0131mlanan korkuyu ya\u015f\u0131yordu. Beynin en eski ve tamamen duygular taraf\u0131ndan domine edilen k\u0131sm\u0131 amigdala; yeni korkular\u0131n\u0131 ge\u00e7mi\u015ftekilerle e\u015fle\u015ftiriyordu. Olas\u0131 durumlara kar\u015f\u0131 kendisini korumas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini ise r\u00fcya yoluyla hat\u0131rlat\u0131yordu.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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