Ebru\u2019nun iki hayat\u0131 vard\u0131. Biri, ger\u00e7ek d\u00fcnya. Biraz ac\u0131mas\u0131z olsa da kendi i\u00e7inde tatl\u0131, hep m\u00fccadeleyle ge\u00e7en; di\u011feri ise r\u00fcyalar\u0131ndaki d\u00fcnya. E\u015fi benzeri olmayan, g\u00f6nl\u00fcnce ko\u015fup oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131, t\u00fcm hayallerini ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fcnya. Her r\u00fcyan\u0131n bir sonu oldu\u011funu biliyor olman\u0131n tatl\u0131 tela\u015f\u0131yla ya\u015fad\u0131lar a\u015fklar\u0131n\u0131\u2026 \u201c\u0130kisi de hi\u00e7 bitmesin istiyordu sanki. Havada u\u00e7u\u015fan kelebekler gibiydiler, yere konmak istemediler, bu bir r\u00fcyaysa uyanmamal\u0131yd\u0131lar, g\u00f6zleri kapal\u0131 oldu\u011fu h\u00e2lde g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyorlard\u0131. Mutluluk bu olmal\u0131yd\u0131.\u201d \u201cKe\u015fke ba\u015fka \u015fartlarda olsalard\u0131 o da Emin gibi olsayd\u0131, talihsiz kaza olmasayd\u0131, ara s\u0131ra bunlar akl\u0131ndan ge\u00e7iyordu. Birinin bir anl\u0131k yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 hata ba\u015fka birisinin t\u00fcm ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131 etkiliyordu. Ac\u0131mas\u0131z bir hayat, nereden baksan garipliklerle dolu, onca ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar bir saniyede alt\u00fcst olabiliyordu.\u201d Ebru akl\u0131n\u0131n, kalbinin bir k\u00f6\u015fesinde hep bunlar\u0131 ge\u00e7iriyordu. Hep bir korku vard\u0131 i\u00e7inde, kendinden bile saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131. \u201cYersiz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerle u\u011fra\u015fma, sen benden, \u00f6tekinden, \u00e7o\u011fumuzdan daha sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131s\u0131n. Y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcp de akl\u0131n\u0131 bo\u015fa kullanan o kadar \u00e7ok ki\u015fi var ki \u00e7evremizde, onlar \u015fu an senin yerinde olmak i\u00e7in can at\u0131yorlar, sen oturmu\u015fsun neler d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorsun. Kendine gel, kendine.\u201d telkinlerine ra\u011fmen Ebru, i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e hep bilmi\u015fti \u00e7ekeceklerini. O g\u00fczel r\u00fcyalardaki so\u011fuk sil\u00fcet s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu bunu, hi\u00e7 konu\u015fmadan hem de. Bazen hayat\u0131n alt\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnden daha g\u00f6rkemli, daha zor olsa da daha g\u00fczel olabiliyordu. Herkes ekti\u011fini bi\u00e7ecekti, herkes etti\u011fi b\u00fcy\u00fck laflar\u0131 ekmeksiz yemek zorunda kalacakt\u0131. Bu hik\u00e2yenin tek kazanan\u0131 ise, \u015f\u00fcphesiz, kalbinde engeli olmayanlard\u0131. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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