Beni tan\u0131yorsunuz. Kimi i\u00e7in bir avc\u0131 kimi i\u00e7in bir melezdim. Ama \u015fimdi \u00f6l\u00fclerin denize akt\u0131\u011f\u0131, ya\u015fayanlar\u0131n ruhlar\u0131n\u0131n ise hayalet gibi doland\u0131\u011f\u0131 o yerdeyim, cehennemdeyim. Do\u011fdu\u011fumdan beri \u00f6ld\u00fcrmek i\u00e7in e\u011fitildi\u011fim halk\u0131n karanl\u0131k taht\u0131nda oturuyorum \u015fimdi. Uzaklarda eski tozlanm\u0131\u015f bir an\u0131 k\u0131z\u0131l g\u00f6zlerimde titre\u015fiyor bazen, yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 bir adam\u0131n g\u00fczel y\u00fcz\u00fc. Sonra an\u0131 bozuluyor ve binbir par\u00e7aya ayr\u0131l\u0131yor yeniden. O adam\u0131n bir ad\u0131 var diyor zihnim. Ve sen o adama \u00e2\u015f\u0131ks\u0131n. Milyarlarca par\u0131lt\u0131n\u0131n gezindi\u011fi d\u00fcnyada sadece ben kimsesiz ve lanetliyim. Tek sahip oldu\u011fum dostum u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z karanl\u0131k. Ve sonunda karanl\u0131k bile beraberinde getirdi\u011fi g\u00f6lgeleriyle gizleyemedi\u011fi her g\u00fcnah i\u00e7in af diledi. Ben kim miyim? Kirli ve karanl\u0131k bir ge\u00e7mi\u015fin do\u011furdu\u011fu bembeyaz kanatlara hapsolmu\u015f \u015fu haf\u0131zas\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015f melek. Ailem yok, arkada\u015flar\u0131m yok. Sadece her \u015feyi yutan kutsal bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k var. Sadece bazen… Renkler geliyor d\u00fcnyama. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n yitip giderken asla ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmeyecek hayalleriyle doluyor ruhum. Ben hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibiyim, hayallerle besleniyorum. Ve derinlerde bir yerde, ilk \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131n bile ad\u0131n\u0131 anmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 o karanl\u0131k devirden bir an\u0131 s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyor zihnime. Ad\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyorum ama tutunuyorum o k\u0131z\u0131n hayaline. Ben kay\u0131p ruhlar\u0131n yolda\u015f\u0131, Azrail\u2019in \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131 Aidanhell, ya\u015fayanlar\u0131n diyar\u0131nda y\u00fckselirken ruhumda asla hat\u0131rlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir kayb\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yorum her do\u011fan g\u00fcne\u015fle yeniden.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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