“O ana kadar hi\u00e7bir \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemiyordum, sadece trenin kalk\u0131\u015f sesine odaklanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Belki bir milyon defa Allah’\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 anm\u0131\u015f\u0131md\u0131r. Bir milyon kere de Kerbela’ya yalvarm\u0131\u015f\u0131md\u0131r. Ayetler okuyorum, Kuran okuyorum, “Allah\u0131m,” diyorum, “kendimi sana emanet ettim, darday\u0131m.” Akl\u0131ma ne geldiyse s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum, yalvar\u0131yorum.Tren bu arada yava\u015f yava\u015f, tak tak diye hareket edip yol almaya ba\u015fl\u0131yor. T\u0131k t\u0131k t\u0131k t\u0131k diye h\u0131zlan\u0131yor. Bir be\u015f dakika daha ge\u00e7ti, nihayet kapak a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Arap\u00e7a ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yorlar: \u201cHuna polis, huna polis.\u201c Tak tak vuruyorlar bazan\u0131n kapa\u011f\u0131na. Hasan abi beni akl\u0131nca korkutuyor. Ama ben o oldu\u011funu biliyorum, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc T\u00fcrklerin dilinde Arap\u00e7a aksan\u0131 tan\u0131yorum hemen. Bu sefer Arap\u00e7a “Yallah yallah inzilo\u201c diye ba\u011f\u0131rmaya ba\u015fl\u0131yor. ‘Yakalad\u0131k seni’ anlam\u0131nda.Kapa\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131, bana bakt\u0131, dedi: \u201cNe olmu\u015f sana, sen \u00f6ld\u00fcn m\u00fc?\u201c Su i\u00e7indeyim, o kadar terlemi\u015fim ki, “Bana bir bardak su ver,” dedim. Getirdi, i\u00e7tim, idrar ihtiyac\u0131m geldi\u011fi gibi kaybolmu\u015ftu. Fakat ter i\u00e7indeyim, oldu\u011fum yerde t\u00fcm v\u00fccudum ter d\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f. “Hadi g\u00f6z\u00fcn ayd\u0131n, Suriye topraklar\u0131nday\u0131z. Korkuya hacet kalmad\u0131…”Berlin T\u00fcrkmen Cephesi\u2018nin en \u00f6nde gelen isimlerinden biri olan Ganim Authman’\u0131n etkileyici ya\u015fam hikayesi, yine Berlinli olan yazar Defne Seidel’in usta kalemi ile, bir solukta okunacak bir biyografik romana d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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