\u201cYa\u015f \u00e7oraplar\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131m. \u00c7antamdaki b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7oraplar\u0131m\u0131 teker teker giydim. En son da anam\u0131n \u00e7eyizinden \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131p verdi\u011fi, tiftik \u00e7oraplar\u0131. Onlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne de, botlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne giymedi\u011fim buz gibi kar botlar\u0131n\u0131 ge\u00e7irdim. \u015eehit \u00dcste\u011fmen Erdal Kurto\u011flu\u2019nun yadig\u00e2r\u0131 incecik mat\u0131 ve \u00fczerine dikili para\u015f\u00fct bezini a\u00e7t\u0131m. \u0130\u00e7ine girdim. Battaniyeye sar\u0131nd\u0131m. Ba\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7ektim. K\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131p, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131, ellerimi, dizlerimi, kollar\u0131m\u0131 karn\u0131ma toplad\u0131m. Anam\u0131n karn\u0131ndaki gibi. Ve \u00f6l\u00fcm olmayan, ama \u00f6l\u00fcme yak\u0131n olan bir \u00e2leme do\u011fru, kendi yolculu\u011fuma \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.\u201d \u00c7at\u0131\u015fmada kendisini vurmak i\u00e7in at\u0131lan mermiler kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda benli\u011fin verdi\u011fi tepki, a\u015f\u0131lmaya muhta\u00e7 a\u015f\u0131lamayacak bir da\u011f gibidir. Bu d\u00fcrt\u00fc, kendini sak\u0131nmaya iter insan\u0131. Oysa kendini korumak kadar, bir \u015feyler yapmak gerekti\u011fini de emreder da\u011f. Bu anlara denktir hemen her \u015fey. Hatta \u00d6zel Harp\u00e7iler i\u00e7in, kuvvet mukayesesi, \u00e7o\u011fu kere kendinin aleyhinedir. Oysa g\u00f6rev yapma zaman\u0131d\u0131r art\u0131k. \u00c7at\u0131\u015f\u0131r burada insan, kendi kendiyle. Ve \u00e7at\u0131\u015farak bulur kendini. Kazan\u0131lmaya muhta\u00e7 zafer, i\u00e7teki bu \u00e7at\u0131\u015fman\u0131n kazan\u0131lmas\u0131yla do\u011frudan ilgilidir. Ve o a\u015f\u0131lamaz da\u011f\u0131 a\u015famayan hi\u00e7 kimse, T\u00fcrk \u00d6zel Harp\u00e7isi olamaz. Ve bizim gazilerimiz \u00e7ok olur. Ve \u015fehitlerimiz. Pek \u00e7ok insan bilmez ama. G\u00fcneydo\u011fu da\u011flar\u0131nda en \u00e7ok \u015fehit verenlerin ba\u015f\u0131nda \u00d6zel Kuvvetler gelir. \u201cAta genlerinden intikal eden askerlik, vatanperverlik, vatan u\u011frunda \u015fahadet pervas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, ger\u00e7ek muharebe ortamlar\u0131nda irdeleme yetene\u011fi herkese nasip olmuyor. Abdullah A\u011far, bu yetenekte bir asker ve yazar. \u00c7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 sonu\u00e7lar\u0131 bir yi\u011fit duru\u015f ve ruh haliyle gelecek nesillere aktar\u0131rken de, son derece usta bir kalem…\u201d <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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