\u201cKAYBETTIKLERIMIZDE BULDUK BELKI DE ARADIKLARIMIZI. OYSA BIZ KAYBETMEK I\u00c7IN BA\u015eLAMAMI\u015eTIK BU HAYAT OYUNUNA. HI\u00c7 SORULMADI\u011eI GIBI DO\u011eARKEN YINE HI\u00c7 SORMADILAR \u00d6L\u00dcRKEN DE.\u201d Zaman cenderesinin i\u00e7inden par\u00e7a par\u00e7a toplay\u0131p hepsini en derinliklerine g\u00f6ndermek i\u00e7in g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131yla \u0131slatt\u0131. \u00c7al\u0131nan bir hayatt\u0131 belki ge\u00e7mi\u015fi ama \u015fimdi de yeniden ba\u015fka bir hayat verilmi\u015fti ellerine. Unutup kazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 karar ile tek tek g\u00f6md\u00fc ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131; ak\u0131l topra\u011f\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ine kapatt\u0131, yeni kararlar e\u015fli\u011finde \u00f6rtt\u00fc bir bir. Son g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 damlas\u0131 s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc g\u00f6z p\u0131narlar\u0131ndan. G\u00f6zkapaklar\u0131n\u0131n titreyen ritmiyle sal\u0131nd\u0131 yanaklar\u0131ndan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131; tek bir darbe parmak dokunu\u015fu ile sildi sonsuza dek Sandra\u2019n\u0131n ge\u00e7mi\u015fle ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131. O art\u0131k, Amanda olmaya karar vermi\u015fti. Bu belki de bir\u00e7oklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n i\u00e7indeki gibi her ac\u0131da yeni bir kendi olarak \u00e7\u0131kacakt\u0131 zaman sayfas\u0131nda. Aynada bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yans\u0131mas\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inden yeniden, ba\u015fka bir yeniye canlanacakt\u0131; gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n\u0131n duygu diye adland\u0131r\u0131p kendine maskeledi\u011fi suretleri olarak. Tek ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 koparmad\u0131. Karl, kendine benziyordu; duygusal ama belli etmeyen, sa\u011flam durmak i\u00e7in ac\u0131y\u0131 i\u00e7ine g\u00f6merek, ayakta kalmak i\u00e7in direnen bir yap\u0131s\u0131 vard\u0131 gen\u00e7 adam\u0131n. G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi belli belirsiz hayalinde, sevdigi \u00e7ocu\u011fa… \u201cKe\u015fke, \u00e7ocukluklar\u0131m\u0131 daha fazla g\u00f6rebilseydim!\u201d dedi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e ke\u015fkeler b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc zihninde, akt\u0131 co\u015fkuyla y\u00fcre\u011finin en kuytular\u0131na ve sadece bir nefeslik i\u00e7 \u00e7eki\u015fle kar\u0131\u015f\u0131p gitti sonsuzlu\u011fa. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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