Bir m\u00fcddetten beri bende garip ve m\u00fczi\u00e7 bir ihtiya\u00e7 do\u011fmu\u015ftur: Kendi kendimi m\u00fc\u015fahede alt\u0131na almak! (…) \u0130\u015fte ben kendimi \u00f6\u011frenmeye koyuldum ve sizi temin ederim ki bu pek de kolay ve bilhassa ho\u015f bir i\u015f de\u011fildir! Metodum pek basitti: Ben i\u00e7imle d\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131ya getirerek kendi ba\u015flar\u0131na b\u0131rakt\u0131m ve benim i\u015fim yaln\u0131z b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerimi ve i\u015fittiklerimi oldu\u011fu gibi kaydetmekten ibaret kald\u0131! Fakat ilk defa beni bir deh\u015fet ald\u0131 ve derin bir nefretle g\u00f6zlerimi yumdum. \u201cAman, ben bu muymu\u015fum?\u201d diye hayk\u0131raca\u011f\u0131m geldi. Ahmet A\u011fao\u011flu, 1936\u2019da Cumhuriyet\u2019te tefrika edilen ve \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn ard\u0131ndan 1939\u2019da kitap olarak bas\u0131lan s\u0131ra d\u0131\u015f\u0131 metni Ben Neyim?\u2019e, Yeralt\u0131ndan Notlar\u2019\u0131 and\u0131ran bu sat\u0131rlarla ba\u015fl\u0131yor. Kitap boyunca di\u011ferk\u00e2m i\u00e7 (benlik) ile bencil d\u0131\u015f (benlik) aras\u0131ndaki derin \u00e7eli\u015fki anlat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in bu y\u00f6n\u00fcyle bizde \u00e7ok \u00f6rne\u011fi olmayan \u201citiraf edebiyat\u0131\u201dn\u0131n erken \u00f6rneklerinden biri say\u0131lmal\u0131d\u0131r Ben Neyim?. V\u00e2-N\u00fb, co\u015fkuyla selamlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu metnin \u201cpapaz huzurunda g\u00fcnah \u00e7\u0131kartan H\u0131ristiyan sofular\u0131\u201d bile k\u0131skand\u0131raca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylerken, Peyami Safa kitapta \u201ci\u00e7i ile d\u0131\u015f\u0131 aras\u0131ndaki tezat\u0131n \u00e7irkefi i\u00e7ine batm\u0131\u015f ahlak sefilinin ruh portresi\u201dnin \u00e7izildi\u011fini vurgularken metnin bu yan\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ne \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015flard\u0131r. Kitap bir yan\u0131yla da Cumhuriyet\u2019in Bat\u0131l\u0131la\u015fma giri\u015fiminin bi\u00e7imcili\u011finin, yarat\u0131lmak istenen yeni siyasal yap\u0131ya uyumlu bireyler yarat\u0131lamamas\u0131n\u0131n ele\u015ftirisidir. Bu son derece ilgin\u00e7 metne, A\u011fao\u011flu\u2019nun Malta\u2019da s\u00fcrg\u00fcndeyken yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 halde yine \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden sonra kitapla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131labilen ve oda\u011f\u0131nda yine benzer, ama bu kez 1908 \u0130nk\u0131lab\u0131\u2019na y\u00f6nelik \u00e7ok daha sert bir ele\u015ftiri bulunan G\u00f6n\u00fcls\u00fcz Olmaz adl\u0131 anlat\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 da ekledik. Aylin \u00d6zman da bu metinleri A\u011fao\u011flu\u2019nun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsel maceras\u0131 i\u00e7inde konumland\u0131ran, bahsi ge\u00e7en ele\u015ftirilerin temelinde yatan ahlak ve siyaset anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131na da dikkat \u00e7eken son derece bilgilendirici bir sunu\u015f yazd\u0131. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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