Ben bir ay \u00f6nce k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015f bir babay\u0131m. \u0130\u00e7imin ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u015fu an tarif edemiyorum. Bu saatten sonra biliyorum ki ne yaparsam yapay\u0131m k\u0131z\u0131m geri gelmeyecek ve ben bu ac\u0131yla \u00f6l\u00fcnceye kadar ya\u015famak zorunda kalaca\u011f\u0131m. Evlad\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n k\u0131ymetini o hayattayken bilin. Bu d\u00fcnyada hi\u00e7bir \u015fey \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131z kadar \u00f6nemli ve de\u011ferli de\u011fil. Bunu unutmay\u0131n. Ben cahilim, okumad\u0131m. K\u0131z\u0131ma \u00f6rnek olacak bir hayat\u0131m da olmad\u0131 maalesef. Bir baba olarak onu dinlemeyi de\u011fil hep su\u00e7lamay\u0131 se\u00e7tim. \u015eu an yan\u0131mda olsayd\u0131 ona \u00f6yle bir sar\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131m ki hi\u00e7 b\u0131rakmazd\u0131m. Sabahlara kadar dinlerdim dertlerini, sorunlar\u0131n\u0131. Onun yan\u0131nda olurdum. Ben k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 istemedi\u011fim bir evlilik yapt\u0131 diye devaml\u0131 su\u00e7lad\u0131m. Nas\u0131l olsa kendi istedi, kendi evlendi. \u015eikayet etmeye de hakk\u0131 yok diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakt\u0131m onu. Kapal\u0131 kap\u0131lar ard\u0131nda ne ac\u0131lar ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f yavrum. Bilmemi\u015fim. Belki de bilmek i\u015fime gelmedi. Su\u00e7lamak en kolay\u0131yd\u0131 belki de. \u015eu an d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde ne kadar hatal\u0131 oldu\u011fumu anl\u0131yorum. Ne olursa olsun ba\u015f\u0131na ne gelirse gelsin siz \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda olun sahip \u00e7\u0131k\u0131n, onlara kimseye laf s\u00f6ylettirmeyin. Da\u011f gibi arkas\u0131nda durun. K\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131z babam\u0131z varsa arkam\u0131zda bize kimse bir \u015fey yapamaz desinler, korkmas\u0131nlar kimseden. Size evlat ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f bir baba olarak sesleniyorum. Evlad\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 kaybettikten sonra ke\u015fkeler i\u015fe yaram\u0131yor. \u0130\u015f i\u015ften ge\u00e7meden bas\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131za, sevin ilgilenin onlarla. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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