\u201cAyn\u0131 dili konu\u015fuyorduk; kelimeler yak\u0131n anlamlar ta\u015f\u0131yordu birbirimize; ama ne oldu\u011funu bilemedi\u011fim bir engel, bir engebe, a\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir yabanc\u0131l\u0131k seziyordum, c\u00fcmlelerin birbirine ba\u011flanmas\u0131n\u0131 zorla\u015ft\u0131ran bir p\u00fct\u00fcr… Aksan ya da vurgu fark\u0131 de\u011fil, daha derin, kelimelerin, c\u00fcmlelerin ruhuyla ilgili bir farkt\u0131 galiba. Onun misafir dedikleri benim bildi\u011fim misafirlerden miydi mesela, emin olam\u0131yordum. Ay\u0131p dedi\u011fi bildi\u011fim, saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ay\u0131plardan ba\u015fkayd\u0131 mutlaka. Dar odalarda, c\u0131l\u0131z \u0131\u015f\u0131kta, kal\u0131n, tozlu s\u00f6zl\u00fcklerde bodur kalm\u0131\u015f kelimeler onun a\u011fz\u0131ndan masal diyarlar\u0131n\u0131n geni\u015f, bitimsiz ufuklar\u0131n\u0131 ku\u015fanarak \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu.\u201dBeh\u00e7et \u00c7elik, bireysel ve toplumsal hayatlar\u0131m\u0131zda tak\u0131l\u0131p kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yerleri, hesapla\u015f\u0131p \u00f6tesine ge\u00e7emedi\u011fimiz anlar\u0131 hat\u0131rlat\u0131yor. \u00dczerleri \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, izleri saklanm\u0131\u015f ge\u00e7mi\u015f k\u0131y\u0131mlar\u0131n ku\u015faklar sonra ne gibi engellere d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ferek bizi nas\u0131l t\u00f6kezletti\u011fine dair hik\u00e2yeler anlat\u0131rken uza\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda zannetti\u011fimiz, \u201cevlerden \u0131rak\u201d olmas\u0131n\u0131 istedi\u011fimiz ac\u0131lardan g\u00f6zlerimizi yumarak kurtulamayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 f\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131yor. Kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z Yer, d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmam\u0131\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrken i\u00e7eride neler koptu\u011funu; k\u0131sac\u0131k anlara d\u00fc\u015fen \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n, ormanlar\u0131n \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131na kesilmi\u015f kulaklar\u0131n ve kalabal\u0131k s\u00f6zlerin aras\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f suskunluklar\u0131n diliyle anlatan \u00f6yk\u00fcler.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u201cAyn\u0131 dili konu\u015fuyorduk; kelimeler yak\u0131n anlamlar ta\u015f\u0131yordu birbirimize; ama ne oldu\u011funu bilemedi\u011fim bir engel, bir engebe, a\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir yabanc\u0131l\u0131k seziyordum, c\u00fcmlelerin birbirine ba\u011flanmas\u0131n\u0131 zorla\u015ft\u0131ran bir p\u00fct\u00fcr… [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"template":"","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[12291,12711],"product_tag":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-725504","1":"product","2":"type-product","3":"status-publish","5":"product_cat-edebiyat","6":"product_cat-roman-oyku","7":"pa_cilt-ciltsiz","8":"pa_tur-kitap","9":"pa_yayinevi-iletisim-yayinlari","10":"pa_yazar-behcet-celik","12":"first","13":"instock","14":"sale","15":"shipping-taxable","16":"purchasable","17":"product-type-simple"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/725504","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=725504"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=725504"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=725504"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=725504"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}