Dinlemeden yarg\u0131laman\u0131n, karalaman\u0131n, ya\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ac\u0131lar, a\u015fklar ad\u0131na tutars\u0131zca ahk\u00e2m kesenlerin pop\u00fcler oldu\u011fu d\u00f6nemin ma\u011fdurlar\u0131ndan\u0131m. Emek isteyen her \u015feyin geri planda oldu\u011fu, rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n kolay elde edebilmenin insan f\u0131trat\u0131n\u0131 bozdu\u011fu, duygular\u0131 merhameti kabul etmedi\u011fi bir d\u00f6nem i\u00e7inde, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck notlar almaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Bu ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7 tarihine 2008 diyebiliriz. Kurdu\u011fumuz hayallerin haz\u0131r raflar aras\u0131nda olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce ba\u015flad\u0131 hayatta olan direnmem. Bir \u015feylerin istem d\u0131\u015f\u0131 geli\u015fti\u011fini ve kar\u015f\u0131 koyman\u0131n ne ac\u0131 oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Her birinde farkl\u0131 ac\u0131lar, se\u00e7imler,yanl\u0131\u015f kararlar, bir di\u011feri \u201ckader\u201d getirisi, bast\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f duygular, \u00e7aresizya\u015fam ve kendine yenilme korkusu. Ben en \u00e7ok kendimden korktum bu hayatta. \u0130nsan\u0131n, insan\u0131 anlamas\u0131 zor bilirim, benim bir \u015fiirimi, belki kitab\u0131m\u0131 okuyacaks\u0131n\u0131z. Benim, senin nelerya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n t\u00fcm\u00fcyle fark\u0131na var\u0131lamayacak bu hayatta. \u00c7\u0131kmazlar\u0131n elinden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca, madem hayat benden \u00e7al\u0131yor, en b\u00fcy\u00fck kay\u0131p zaman! Ben de eli bo\u015f gitmeyeyim diye sana, bize benzeyen g\u00fczel y\u00fcrekler i\u00e7in bir \u015feyler ald\u0131m, hayat\u0131n enerjisini y\u00fckseltme ad\u0131na, ya\u015fayan g\u00fczel ruhlara bir nefes, ses olur diye yazd\u0131m, her birini sab\u0131rla i\u015fledim bedelini \u00f6deyerek. \u0130\u00e7inde bulundu\u011fumuz hayat\u0131 kendimizi kapatarak, karamsarl\u0131klara bo\u011fularak de\u011fil, inan\u00e7la, umutla, direnerek g\u00fczel g\u00fcnleri miras b\u0131rakarak, ya\u015famak gerekti\u011finin, d\u00fcnya misafirli\u011fimde Hayat\u0131n Bir Nefes Kadar oldu\u011funun bilincine vard\u0131m. \u015eiir yazmak kelime haznesinin \u00e7oklu\u011fuyla de\u011fil, g\u00f6n\u00fcl g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131k olmas\u0131yla ba\u015flar. \u0130\u00e7inde sevgi, a\u015fk, h\u00fcz\u00fcn, ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131k ve adalet bar\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131r. \u0130yi ruhlar aras\u0131 bir yolculuktur, yazar\u0131n nefesinin okurunun y\u00fcre\u011fine dokunmas\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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