“Raslant\u0131dan ka\u00e7ma. Rastlant\u0131n\u0131n kuca\u011f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f, o senden ak\u0131ll\u0131,” diyen Oktay Rifat, 1982 y\u0131l\u0131nda yay\u0131mlanan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc roman\u0131 Bay Lear’de, Shakespeara’in krall\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131zlar\u0131 aras\u0131ndan b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrmek isteyen ve sahip oldu\u011fu g\u00fcc\u00fc payla\u015ft\u0131rmaya kalk\u0131\u015f\u0131nca kendisini trajik olaylar\u0131n kuca\u011f\u0131nda bulan ya\u015fl\u0131 kral\u0131 Lear gibi bir ya\u015fl\u0131 adam\u0131n \u00e7evresinde kurar hikayesini. Bir de y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131m vak kimi zaman ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m, her seferinde buldu\u011fum. Bir \u00fc\u00e7genin u\u00e7lar\u0131y\u0131z. K\u0131y\u0131daki y\u0131ld\u0131z pencere, g\u00f6kteki y\u0131ld\u0131z tara\u00e7ada ben. Denize bakmadan eve giremem.Eve girmeden denizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemem. Ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, aral\u0131k b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 kap\u0131y\u0131 itiyorum usulca. Elimi tutuyor, elleri so\u011fuk. Vermekten \u00e7ekiniyor elini so\u011fuk oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in biliyorum bunu.Perdesini aral\u0131yor, oturuyoruz yan yana a\u011fa\u00e7lara kar\u015f\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r memeleri avucumda. Perdeleri inik her zaman. O g\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, bug\u00fcnk\u00fc gibi akl\u0131mda, bah\u00e7enin a\u011fa\u00e7 karart\u0131s\u0131, yan\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve susuzlu\u011fu \u00f6mr\u00fcn ve her \u00e7e\u015fmenin ba\u015f\u0131nda duran o n\u00f6bet\u00e7i bendim, kendim i\u00e7in, onun i\u00e7in. O dura\u011fa varmam\u0131z gerekli. Yan yana oturduk ay\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeyen gecenin ac\u0131k karalt\u0131s\u0131nda. Belli ki bir dolap ve sandalye bize bak\u0131yor. Tiftik battaniyenin t\u00fcyleri uzun, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ma giriyor, elim en s\u0131cak kuyuda.Ata binip d\u00f6n\u00fcyorum yal\u0131ya.At yok. bir kam\u00e7\u0131 vuruyorum sa\u011fr\u0131s\u0131na a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n i\u00e7inden d\u00fcz gidiyor \u00f6nce, yama\u00e7tan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sar\u0131nca a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n i\u00e7inden d\u00fcz gidiyor \u00f6nce, yama\u00e7tan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sar\u0131nca yitiyor g\u00f6zden. Fatma yok d\u00f6nmedi. Uzand\u0131k yan yana. Geldi korkarak i\u00e7 dinezine gecenin elime uzatt\u0131m ve tuttum. At kap\u0131da bekliyor yal\u0131da. Kay\u0131k daha bitmedi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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