Bilin\u00e7alt\u0131m\u0131n bir dizi s\u0131radan oyunu sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, ta ki annemi ve babam\u0131 kaybetti\u011fimi g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ve uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131mda bunun ger\u00e7ek oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim geceye kadar. B\u0131rak tan\u0131may\u0131, daha \u00f6nce sokakta ya da bir film karesinde dahi y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rmedi\u011fim birinin, senin ad\u0131n\u0131 neden say\u0131klad\u0131m durdum? Sana dair bunca \u015feyi nas\u0131l oldu da \u00f6\u011frenebildim? Neden annem ve babam hayatlar\u0131n\u0131 kaybettiler? Ve onlar\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc r\u00fcyamda nas\u0131l haber alabildim? Onlar\u0131n \u00f6lmesiyle benim \u015fimdi burada olmam aras\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir ba\u011flant\u0131 yok mu? Nas\u0131l olmas\u0131n ki Tanr\u0131 a\u015fk\u0131na? Onlar\u0131 benden koparan katilin, kamyoncunun pe\u015fine d\u00fc\u015fmek i\u00e7in kumar oynad\u0131m, onun nerede oldu\u011funu bilmedi\u011fim i\u00e7in bir kumar oynad\u0131m ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fck olan ihtimal, beni bu \u015fehre getirdi. Size, yani sana getirdi beni. Belli ki d\u00fc\u015f\u00fck ya da y\u00fcksek ihtimal diye bir \u015fey yok, yaln\u0131zca hayat\u0131n istedikleri ve ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirdikleri var. Bunca \u015fey nas\u0131l olur da herhangi bir tesad\u00fcf \u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc say\u0131labilir ki? Annem ve babam sana gelen yolda, seni bulabilmem i\u00e7in bir yol g\u00f6sterici olarak feda edildiler. Hayat, onlar\u0131 kutsal olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dahi bilmedi\u011fim bir davada kulland\u0131. Bilmiyorum…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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