Hani bazen y\u0131lg\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z olur. \u0130\u00e7imizde patlamaya haz\u0131r bir yanarda\u011f gibi kocaman bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k bu\u0308yu\u0308r. Bu\u0308yu\u0308du\u0308k\u00e7e daral\u0131r, darald\u0131k\u00e7a kalbimiz s\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Biz orta yerde, hayat etraf\u0131m\u0131zda umursamaz bir \u015fekilde zafer \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131 atarak adeta ate\u015f dans\u0131 yapar\u0131z. Kimliksiz bir zavall\u0131ya d\u00f6nmu\u0308\u015f ruhumuzla ka\u00e7amay\u0131z. Ba\u011f\u0131ramay\u0131z\u2026 Di\u015flerimizi s\u0131kar\u0131z. Di\u015flerimiz ac\u0131r. Hangi sanc\u0131 \u00e7aresizli\u011fe bu kadar kolay teslim olur ki\u2026 Sonra her korku suskunluklar\u0131m\u0131zda bu\u0308yu\u0308r. Hani kelimeler dilimizden d\u00f6ku\u0308lse, sanki sahiden olacak ve her \u015fey bir anda bitecekmi\u015f gibi. En gu\u0308zel anlar\u0131m\u0131za yap\u0131\u015f\u0131p kal\u0131r tu\u0308m ger\u00e7ekler. Mesela en i\u00e7ten kahkahalar\u0131m\u0131z birden yar\u0131m kal\u0131r. Ya da \u00e7i\u011fnedi\u011fimiz en lezzetli yeme\u011fin tam orta yerinde, sanki a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131za bir diken batar. \u00d6yle \u00e7ok hissederiz ki yava\u015f yava\u015f yemek borumuzdan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya inen lokmalar, saplanan p\u0131t\u0131raklar\u0131n birer birer s\u00f6ku\u0308lmesi gibi kanat\u0131r, ac\u0131t\u0131r, kahreder. Baharda \u00e7ekilmi\u015f renkli bir foto\u011fraf\u0131n, bakmaya doyulmayan o ye\u015fil tarlalar\u0131n\u0131n orta yerinden akan nehrinden birden k\u0131v\u0131lc\u0131mlar \u00e7\u0131kar. Her k\u0131v\u0131lc\u0131m\u0131n u\u0308stu\u0308nde \u201ck\u00f6tu\u0308\u201d yaz\u0131yordur. K\u00f6tu\u0308 k\u00f6tu\u0308 k\u00f6tu\u0308..! K\u00f6tu\u0308, kelimesini ne diye icat etmi\u015fler ki\u2026 Bir insan\u0131n ya\u015farken, hayatla olan ba\u011flar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6rt harfli bir kelime ile her ge\u00e7en gu\u0308n azalt\u0131p yok etmesi i\u00e7in mi? Ya da bir cell\u00e2t k\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na bu\u0308ru\u0308nsu\u0308n ve her gu\u0308zel cu\u0308mle i\u00e7inde elinde bir urgan, tu\u0308m yaz\u0131lan muhte\u015fem \u015fiirleri asmaya haz\u0131rlans\u0131n diye mi? Bilmiyorum\u2026 <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Hani bazen y\u0131lg\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z olur. \u0130\u00e7imizde patlamaya haz\u0131r bir yanarda\u011f gibi kocaman bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k bu\u0308yu\u0308r. Bu\u0308yu\u0308du\u0308k\u00e7e daral\u0131r, darald\u0131k\u00e7a kalbimiz s\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Biz orta yerde, hayat etraf\u0131m\u0131zda umursamaz bir [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"template":"","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[12291,12711],"product_tag":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-721177","1":"product","2":"type-product","3":"status-publish","5":"product_cat-edebiyat","6":"product_cat-roman-oyku","7":"pa_cilt-ciltsiz","8":"pa_tur-kitap","9":"pa_yayinevi-favori-yayinlari","10":"pa_yazar-ayla-izgi","12":"first","13":"instock","14":"sale","15":"shipping-taxable","16":"purchasable","17":"product-type-simple"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/721177","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=721177"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=721177"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=721177"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=721177"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}