\u201cEvet, dert oldun,\u201d dedi, g\u00f6zlerindeki ya\u015flar\u0131 tutam\u0131yordu. \u201cSen, benim en g\u00fczel derdimsin, Reyhan!\u201d Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne \u00e7ekti. \u201cBen senden nas\u0131l ayr\u0131laca\u011f\u0131m?\u201d \u201cBir yerde okumu\u015ftum. Mesela \u015fu an bize \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 veren y\u0131ld\u0131z, belki de milyonlarca y\u0131l \u00f6nce s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f olabilirmi\u015f. Ama d\u00fcnya ile aras\u0131ndaki mesafe sayesinde \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 buraya yeni geliyormu\u015f.\u201d Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p ona bakt\u0131m. \u201cBeni oradaki herhangi bir y\u0131ld\u0131z gibi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn. Ben gitsem bile yani \u00f6l\u2026\u201d Bir an duraksay\u0131p tekrar devam ettim. \u201cBen \u00f6lsem bile benim \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m, seni hep ayd\u0131nlatacak Asaf!\u201d \u201cO zaman beni orada bekle olur mu? Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n ard\u0131ndaki d\u00fcnyada bulu\u015fal\u0131m seninle\u2026 S\u00f6z ver.\u201d \u201cBekleyece\u011fim Asaf, s\u00f6z\u2026\u201d Sadece de\u011fsin istemi\u015fti, arkada b\u0131rakt\u0131klar\u0131na de\u011fsin. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn ona bir nefes kadar yak\u0131n oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frendi\u011finde asl\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir \u015feyin arkada b\u0131rakt\u0131klar\u0131na de\u011fmedi\u011fini fark etti ve tabii ki yapmas\u0131 gerekenler vard\u0131: Affetmek ve kendini affettirmek. Reyhan\u2019\u0131n, arkas\u0131nda parampar\u00e7a b\u0131rakt\u0131klar\u0131yla \u00f6l\u00fcme ad\u0131m ad\u0131m giderken y\u00fczle\u015fmesini; pi\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, \u00f6zlemini, dostlu\u011funu, a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131 ve \u00f6l\u00fcm kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki \u00e7aresizli\u011fini hissederek bir solukta ve zaman zaman da bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131z d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlenerek okuyacaks\u0131n\u0131z. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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