\u201cFakat nihayet daha fazla dayanamad\u0131m ve kafamdan uzak tutmak istedi\u011fim hayal, yava\u015f\u00e7a, sessiz sedas\u0131z g\u00f6zlerimin \u00f6n\u00fcne dikildi: Maria Puder, benim K\u00fcrk Mantolu Madonna\u2019m, dudaklar\u0131n\u0131n kenar\u0131ndaki ince k\u0131vr\u0131nt\u0131 ve siyah g\u00f6zlerinin derin bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla kar\u015f\u0131mda duruyordu. Y\u00fcz\u00fcnde hi\u00e7 darg\u0131nl\u0131k, sitem yoktu. Belki biraz hayret, fakat daha ziyade, alaka ve \u015fefkatle bana bak\u0131yordu. Halbuki bende onun bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131layacak cesaret yoktu. On sene, tam on sene, zavall\u0131 ruhumun b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla, bir \u00f6l\u00fcye k\u0131zm\u0131\u015f, bir \u00f6l\u00fcy\u00fc su\u00e7lu tutmu\u015ftum… Onun hat\u0131ras\u0131na bundan daha b\u00fcy\u00fck bir hakaret yap\u0131labilir miydi? Hayat\u0131m\u0131n temeli, gayesi, sebebi olan kimseden on sene, hi\u00e7 teredd\u00fct etmeden, haks\u0131zl\u0131k edebilece\u011fimi hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden \u015f\u00fcphelenmi\u015ftim. Onun hakk\u0131nda en akla gelmeyecek \u015feyleri tasavvur etmi\u015f ve bir an olsun durup da, belki de b\u00f6yle yapmas\u0131n\u0131n ve beni terk etmesinin bir sebebi vard\u0131r, dememi\u015ftim. Halbuki sebeplerin en b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, en mukavemet edilmezi, \u00f6l\u00fcm varm\u0131\u015f. Utanc\u0131mdan deli olacakt\u0131m.\u201d Sabahattin Ali K\u00fcrk Mantolu Madonna\u2019da, imk\u00e2ns\u0131z gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnen h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc bir a\u015fk \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc anlat\u0131rken,edebiyat\u0131m\u0131zda benzeri az g\u00f6r\u00fclen psikolojik bir esere de imza atar. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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