Deryada deniz oldum, hayallerimle d\u00fcnyay\u0131 s\u00fcsledim, Bak\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131m \u00e7ok zengindi, vard\u0131\u011f\u0131m mertebe sorguydu, Kalbimden ge\u00e7enler akl\u0131ma gelenler gibi bildiklerimdi, Sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 yormad\u0131m, hayallerimi \u00f6rmeyi se\u00e7er oldum. G\u00f6zlerimde s\u00f6zc\u00fckler, dilimde olmayan bin bir yazg\u0131, Kabiliyetim hesap sordu, inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m a\u015f\u0131\u011fa y\u00fcr\u00fcmekti, Varabildi\u011fim kadar dost durdum, bildi\u011fim inanc\u0131md\u0131. Kabiliyetim sorgum oldu, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m h\u00e2kim duramazd\u0131. Sak\u0131ncal\u0131 de\u011fildim, bildi\u011fim a\u015fk\u0131n kad\u0131n\u0131 gibi zavall\u0131yd\u0131, Kudretim hesap oldu, beni bilen Tanr\u0131\u2019ya yalvarmad\u0131, Ku\u015fkular akl\u0131mda kald\u0131, kabahatler yalan gibi dayatt\u0131, Beni bilen yalan konu\u015ftu, sevense gururuna aldand\u0131. Zindanlarda hayat\u0131 sorgulad\u0131m, dertliye \u00e7are oldum, Gezenin ruhunda y\u00fcr\u00fcyenler, g\u00f6ren imana gelmedi. Hakikate merhamet oldum, a\u011f\u0131t yakan dost olmad\u0131, Sevincim kursa\u011f\u0131mda kald\u0131, yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131 bilen zalim durdu. Geceme ihanet ettim, yats\u0131ya mezar\u0131m\u0131 sorar oldum. Gezenler g\u00f6r\u00fcr, soranlar ak\u0131l nerededir diye bocalan\u0131r. Yalvaran taht\u0131m oldu, sorgulayan a\u015fk\u0131na yemin verdi, G\u00fczellik akl\u0131n f\u0131trat\u0131, Yaradan neden b\u00f6yle vars\u0131n dedi. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Deryada deniz oldum, hayallerimle d\u00fcnyay\u0131 s\u00fcsledim, Bak\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131m \u00e7ok zengindi, vard\u0131\u011f\u0131m mertebe sorguydu, Kalbimden ge\u00e7enler akl\u0131ma gelenler gibi bildiklerimdi, Sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 yormad\u0131m, hayallerimi \u00f6rmeyi se\u00e7er oldum. G\u00f6zlerimde [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"template":"","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[12291,12509],"product_tag":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-718298","1":"product","2":"type-product","3":"status-publish","5":"product_cat-edebiyat","6":"product_cat-siir","7":"pa_cilt-ciltsiz","8":"pa_tur-kitap","9":"pa_yayinevi-kitap-saati-yayinevi","10":"pa_yazar-ozlem-demir","12":"first","13":"instock","14":"sale","15":"shipping-taxable","16":"purchasable","17":"product-type-simple"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/718298","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=718298"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=718298"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=718298"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=718298"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}