Hay\u0131r, \u00fcmit kesmedi Allah senden. Ard\u0131n s\u0131ra bunca dil d\u00f6k\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnden anlasana… Yan\u0131mdaki koltu\u011fa oturur oturmaz yazmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Yol boyunca ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 k\u00e2\u011f\u0131ttan kald\u0131rmad\u0131. Alt\u0131nc\u0131 k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131 da \u00f6nl\u00fc arkal\u0131 doldurdu ve nihayet durdu. Merak\u0131m\u0131 gidermek zorundayd\u0131m. Hafif y\u00fcz\u00fcne do\u011fru d\u00f6n\u00fcp \u201cEpeydir kalemle mektup yaz\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftim\u201d dedim. Tebess\u00fcm etti. \u201cCezaevine yaz\u0131yorum!\u201d dedi. \u201cE\u015fim \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131ld\u0131r i\u00e7eride\u2026\u201d \u201cAllah kavu\u015ftursun!\u201d demekle yetindim. \u201cE\u015fime her g\u00fcn mektup yaz\u0131yorum\u201d diye ekledi. \u0130nanamad\u0131m ama \u015f\u00fcphe etmemin de anlam\u0131 yoktu. \u201cBir de \u015fey\u2026\u201d diye devam etti, \u201cbu sabah mektubum; bir de ak\u015fam yazaca\u011f\u0131m.\u201d Samimi bir a\u015fktan \u015f\u00fcphe etmenin mahcubiyetiyle yol boyu tek sat\u0131r\u0131na odakland\u0131\u011f\u0131m Kur\u2019\u00e2n\u2019a d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. U\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n al\u00e7al\u0131\u015fa ge\u00e7ti\u011fini anons etti kaptan. Tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131k; ad\u0131 Yelda imi\u015f. Gaziantep Havaliman\u0131\u2019na indik. Kap\u0131lar\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 beklerken sordum: \u201cSizi yormuyor mu, her g\u00fcn her g\u00fcn\u2026\u201d \u201cAsla\u2026\u201d diye diklendi, \u201cbunu en \u00e7ok ben istiyorum, korkuma iyi geliyor.\u201d \u201cKorku?\u201d \u201cE\u015fimin benim ondan \u00fcmit kesti\u011fimi sanmas\u0131ndan korkuyorum.\u201d Kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Kur\u2019\u00e2n\u2019\u0131 \u00e7antama koymak \u00fczereydim ki, ben de elimde bir mektup tuttu\u011fumu fark ettim. Kalkmak \u00fczere olan Yelda Han\u0131m\u0131 durdurdum. \u201cAz \u00f6nce s\u00f6yledi\u011finizi bir daha s\u00f6yler misiniz?\u201d dedim. Tekrarlad\u0131: \u201cBenim en b\u00fcy\u00fck korkum e\u015fimin benim ondan \u00fcmit kesti\u011fimi sanmas\u0131, yoksa o oradan \u00e7\u0131kma \u00fcmidini kaybeder.\u201d Elimdeki kal\u0131n ‘mektub’u g\u00f6sterdim ona. \u201cBug\u00fcn bu mektubun bana niye yaz\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131m sayenizde\u2026\u201d dedim. \u201cNas\u0131l yani?\u201d diye bakan g\u00f6zlerini g\u00f6rebiliyordum. \u201cD\u00fcnyan\u0131n dert duvarlar\u0131 aras\u0131nda ezilmi\u015f, a\u011f\u0131r g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n parmakl\u0131klar\u0131 ard\u0131nda rehin al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f bana bu mektubu g\u00f6nderenin niyeti de ayn\u0131 olmal\u0131. \u201cBenim en b\u00fcy\u00fck endi\u015fem, benim senden \u00fcmit kesti\u011fimi sanman\u2026\u201d Hay\u0131r, \u00fcmit kesmedi Allah senden. Ard\u0131n s\u0131ra bunca dil d\u00f6k\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnden anlasana\u2026 <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Hay\u0131r, \u00fcmit kesmedi Allah senden. Ard\u0131n s\u0131ra bunca dil d\u00f6k\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnden anlasana… Yan\u0131mdaki koltu\u011fa oturur oturmaz yazmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Yol boyunca ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 k\u00e2\u011f\u0131ttan kald\u0131rmad\u0131. Alt\u0131nc\u0131 k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131 da \u00f6nl\u00fc [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"template":"","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[12718,12719,15238],"product_tag":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-718136","1":"product","2":"type-product","3":"status-publish","5":"product_cat-din","6":"product_cat-islam","7":"product_cat-tasavvuf","8":"pa_cilt-ciltsiz","9":"pa_tur-kitap","10":"pa_yayinevi-hayykitap","11":"pa_yazar-senai-demirci","13":"first","14":"instock","15":"sale","16":"shipping-taxable","17":"purchasable","18":"product-type-simple"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/718136","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=718136"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=718136"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=718136"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=718136"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}