E\u011fri b\u00fc\u011fr\u00fc mektup yaz\u0131s\u0131 gibi \u00f6yle karma\u015f\u0131k bakma bana. G\u00fclkurusu, can a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnden yer b\u0131rak sevin\u00e7lerime. Konu\u015furken duda\u011f\u0131nda tebess\u00fcmd\u00fcr m\u00fcrd\u00fcm g\u00fcl. Sen okunan ve bitmeyen bir mektupsun ayk\u0131r\u0131 anlamlar y\u00fckledi\u011fim. Pencere \u00f6n\u00fcnde bekledi\u011fim ve g\u00fcne\u015f i\u00e7irdi\u011fim fesle\u011fenimsin kokusuyla derinlere dald\u0131\u011f\u0131m… Hep bekleyenim ben, gelmeyecek seni… Vakit darald\u0131k\u00e7a k\u0131\u015f olurum ben. F\u0131rt\u0131naya teslim ederim ipekten kanat dallar\u0131m\u0131. Sen yoksun \u015fimdi y\u00fcre\u011fim yaral\u0131 bir atmaca ku\u015fu misali kendi derinli\u011finde \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nmakta. Hekimsiz kalm\u0131\u015f hasta misali gelincik d\u00fc\u015flerine uyan\u0131r\u0131m. Sen gidince ben ayaza tutulurum, yok olur \u00e7i\u00e7eklerim. Y\u00fczlerce y\u0131l birikmi\u015f bir ac\u0131n\u0131n e\u015fi\u011finde sallan\u0131r gibi g\u00f6zbebeklerim… Sen gidince yaralar\u0131m a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r solgun bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek gibi… Sen gidersin ben susar\u0131m biliyorsun \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc kahrolas\u0131 bir gururum var benim. Da\u011flara kafa tutan, Ferhat misali zirveleri a\u015fan ama sevgiliye varamayan umutlar\u0131m… Bir bir yenilgiye dost olan yitik sevdalar\u0131m… Bir kelebe\u011fin kanatlar\u0131nda \u00fcrperen k\u0131r \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi hislerim… Senin her g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn yedi lisanda bir anlam\u0131 var. Yedi k\u0131ta, yedi \u00fclke, yedi iklim, yedi dil seni anlatmaya g\u00f6n\u00fcllenmi\u015f kendi dilinde… Ah, h\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi ku\u015flar\u0131n su\u00e7u ne? Yol az\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7i\u011fdemleri ezer ellerin. Sen benim yiti\u011fimi buldu\u011fumdun. Yakla\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, yak\u0131nla\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m umudumdun. Ey h\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi ben bir \u015fehirdim \u015fiirle kurulu mek\u00e2nlar\u0131m. Sen bir g\u00f6\u00e7men ku\u015fsun \u015fehrimde u\u00e7mak \u00e7izen. Yaralar\u0131ma tuz basan… Sustu\u011fum, susad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, adand\u0131\u011f\u0131m ve k\u0131nand\u0131\u011f\u0131ms\u0131n. Belki sevgimi yedi dilde anlatamam sana. Ama bunu bil h\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fim benim de s\u00f6yleyecek s\u00f6zlerim, dile gelecek \u015fiirlerim vard\u0131. Ama sustum. Bilirsin, ben iyi susar\u0131m!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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