\u0130nsanlar ya\u015farken ge\u00e7mi\u015fe bakt\u0131klar\u0131nda, kah h\u00fcz\u00fcnlenir, kah ac\u0131 bir tebess\u00fcmle \u0131l\u0131k bir r\u00fczgar ge\u00e7er y\u00fcre\u011finden. \u0130lkbahar\u0131n filiz verdi\u011fi gibi, bende yeni tomurcu\u011funu vermi\u015f hayata ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck y\u00fcre\u011fim ya\u015fam ak\u0131\u015f\u0131yla hayaller kurmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. O \u00e7ocuksu masum d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerim al\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyordu beni. Uzun ya\u015fam\u0131n ad\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 atmaya haz\u0131rlan\u0131yordu minicik ayaklar\u0131m. Gelece\u011fin y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan habersiz sadece mutlulu\u011fu hayal eden, \u00e7ocuksu duygularla okula gidip doktor olman\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fleriyle s\u00fcsl\u00fcyordum yar\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131. K\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn tozlu yollar\u0131 gibi uzay\u0131p giden ya\u015fama s\u00fcr\u00fcklenmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. B\u00fct\u00fcn ya\u015fam\u0131m y\u00fcre\u011fimle benimdi fakat y\u00f6n verememem tats\u0131z hale getirmi\u015fti hayat\u0131m\u0131, babam\u0131n zalim elleri alt\u0131nda. Y\u00fcre\u011fimdeki maziden gelen ac\u0131lar\u0131 ka\u011f\u0131da d\u00f6kerek ne kadar silebilirim bilemiyorum. Ne kadar unutmak istesen de, bazen \u00f6yle bir hat\u0131rlat\u0131yor ki en ufak kelimeler. Sanki tekrar y\u00fcz\u00fcne tokat atar gibi mazin bulu\u015fuyorseninle. l\u015fte o anda geri d\u00f6n\u00fcyorsun hat\u0131rlamak istemedi\u011fin ac\u0131 dolu g\u00fcnlerine. Mazimin ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ac\u0131mas\u0131zca surat\u0131ma \u00e7arparak, hayat\u0131mdan belki desilip atamayaca\u011f\u0131m anlar, bir yanda m\u00fczik sesleri, bir yanda alkol\u00fcn anason kokusu \u00fcrk\u00fct\u00fcyordu minicik y\u00fcre\u011fimi. Korku dolu g\u00f6zlerim b\u00fcy\u00fcyordu. \u00c7arp\u0131yordu \u015fimdi ne olacak diye bekleyen kalbim. Hi\u00e7 unutam\u0131yorum. Halen irkilerek hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum o sesi.\u201cHaydi \u015ferefe\u201d barda\u011f\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k sesleri… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u0130nsanlar ya\u015farken ge\u00e7mi\u015fe bakt\u0131klar\u0131nda, kah h\u00fcz\u00fcnlenir, kah ac\u0131 bir tebess\u00fcmle \u0131l\u0131k bir r\u00fczgar ge\u00e7er y\u00fcre\u011finden. \u0130lkbahar\u0131n filiz verdi\u011fi gibi, bende yeni tomurcu\u011funu vermi\u015f hayata ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"template":"","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[12291,12711],"product_tag":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-713967","1":"product","2":"type-product","3":"status-publish","5":"product_cat-edebiyat","6":"product_cat-roman-oyku","7":"pa_cilt-ciltsiz","8":"pa_tur-kitap","9":"pa_yayinevi-herdem-kitap","10":"pa_yazar-filiz-tari","12":"first","13":"instock","14":"sale","15":"shipping-taxable","16":"purchasable","17":"product-type-simple"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/713967","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=713967"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=713967"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=713967"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=713967"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}