Yar\u0131m kalan a\u015fklar, tamamlanmam\u0131\u015f c\u00fcmleler gibidir. Bir h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131\u011fa d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlenmi\u015f itiraflar, bast\u0131r\u0131lmak zorunda kal\u0131nan hevesler, g\u00f6nderilmemi\u015f, hatta kaleme dahi al\u0131nmam\u0131\u015f, y\u00fcrekten y\u00fcre\u011fe yaz\u0131lan mektuplar, saklanm\u0131\u015f duygular, beklenmedik bir veda, zor anlar, zor y\u0131llar\u2026 Ayr\u0131l\u0131k\u2026 Oysa, s\u00f6ylenecek ve ya\u015fanacak ne \u00e7ok \u015fey vard\u0131 daha. Aradan ge\u00e7en y\u0131llar, onlar\u0131n a\u015fklar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7lendirmekten ba\u015fka bir i\u015fe yaramam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Birbirini k\u0131yamete kadar sevmek i\u00e7in yarat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olan Eser ve Nehir i\u00e7in de, c\u00fcmle tamamlanmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 hen\u00fcz. *** Sa\u011f elimle kalbimin \u00fczerine dokundum. Sanki ger\u00e7ekten de var olan bir yaraya de\u011fiyordum. Yava\u015f\u00e7a, usulca, a\u015fkla\u2026 Ah, kalbim! Bedenimin en iflah olmaz, en s\u00f6z dinlemez, en laf anlamaz yeriydi. Ba\u015fkas\u0131na dilsizdi, k\u00f6rd\u00fc, sa\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Sadece Eser oturmu\u015ftu oraya ve bir da\u011f kadar y\u00fcksek, bir da\u011f kadar a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. *** Sen hep oradayd\u0131n Nehir. Gittim sand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bile ben seni b\u0131rakmad\u0131m. Yumdum avu\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131, saklad\u0131m s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Kader bu, biliyorum. Bu, elinde de\u011fil insan\u0131n. Sevdalar\u0131n her biri birbirinden farkl\u0131. \u0130\u00e7erikleri, derinlikleri, hissetme \u015fiddetiyle do\u011fru orant\u0131l\u0131. Benimki bir depremdi, bir i\u00e7 sars\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131. Bir vurgun, bir kalp yar\u0131lmas\u0131. Seni g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm g\u00fcn ba\u015flad\u0131. Her ya\u015f\u0131mda, her y\u0131l\u0131mda azal\u0131r sand\u0131m, umdum ama olmad\u0131. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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