Hissettiklerimiz a\u011f\u0131zdan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca, tortular\u0131 kal\u0131yor elimizde. Hislerin \u00f6l\u00fcleri gibi duruyor s\u00f6zler, as\u0131l\u0131 bir yerlere. B\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm ben de ve utand\u0131m tekil b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcme. \u00c7ekmecelere yazd\u0131m, dolap raf lar\u0131na. Evlerim de\u011fi\u015fti, sevdiklerim, sevmediklerim; dile geldim dost sohbetlerinde. Yine yetmedi, kendime yazd\u0131m. Eski usul bir g\u00fcncenin if\u015fas\u0131d\u0131r bu, mahremimdir. Ak\u0131l d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fc, ruh \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmesi, g\u00f6n\u00fcl \u00e7arp\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r. En nihayetinde matbu bir hayata girizg\u00e2h\u0131md\u0131r; yazmaya ba\u015flamama sebebe ithaf\u0131md\u0131r ve t\u00fcm anlatamad\u0131klar\u0131ma. Oldu\u011fum de\u011fil, hasretini duydu\u011fumdur. Her s\u00f6zc\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn bir emanet\u00e7iye ihtiyac\u0131ndand\u0131r. Diyorum kendime, demek ki: D\u00fcnle bug\u00fcn\u00fcn fark\u0131 Bir telefon ucu Bir pencere d\u0131\u015f\u0131\u2026 Ben d\u00fcnken yok Bug\u00fcnken varsam Mesafeler g\u00fczel Mesafelerin asl\u0131 sevilesi\u2026 Ben de\u011filim mesafe Mesafe, bize ait olmayan bir evde olmakt\u0131 sadece Bize ait olmayanda biz olamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z s\u00fcrece Her \u015fey bir evin yalan\u0131 Her \u015fey bizim olan\u0131n r\u00fcyas\u0131 Aidiyet yoktu, ne d\u00fcnde ne bug\u00fcnde Ne yaz\u0131kt\u0131r Biz tutunduk sanr\u0131l\u0131 bir aidiyete <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Hissettiklerimiz a\u011f\u0131zdan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca, tortular\u0131 kal\u0131yor elimizde. Hislerin \u00f6l\u00fcleri gibi duruyor s\u00f6zler, as\u0131l\u0131 bir yerlere. B\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm ben de ve utand\u0131m tekil b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcme. \u00c7ekmecelere yazd\u0131m, dolap raf lar\u0131na. [\u2026]<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"template":"","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[12777,12291],"product_tag":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-712742","1":"product","2":"type-product","3":"status-publish","5":"product_cat-deneme","6":"product_cat-edebiyat","7":"pa_cilt-ciltsiz","8":"pa_tur-kitap","9":"pa_yayinevi-inkilap-kitabevi","10":"pa_yazar-jehan-barbur","12":"first","13":"instock","14":"sale","15":"shipping-taxable","16":"purchasable","17":"product-type-simple"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/712742","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=712742"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=712742"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=712742"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/roveyayinevi.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=712742"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}